Awesome Is What We Aim For

2011-05-04T22:09:00.000-05:00

Because I love you.
Because you've shown me it is worth it all.
Because you have MADE it worth the time and everything else.
Because we both now we're meant to be, even if I sometimes do crazy things you (and sometimes not even I) can't understand.
Because even when you don't understand, you accept it.
Because you have the perfect size and shape to fill that special spot in my heart.
Because we have such a story, and it's still a work in progress.
Because you've become the only thing I need, the only thing I ask for.
Because you know me even better than I do.
Because even so, you've taken me for what I am. And not only that, but you've made me feel amazing for being exactly that.
Because even when I'm so annoying, you still have the patience to listen to everything I say and take everything I do.
Because even when I'm so clumsy, you pick me up and remind me it's not always that bad: things have a solution, there's a funny way to look at it, it can be cute sometimes, and it's never that big a problem.
Because you are willing to wait for two whole days for my answer, even if curiosity and nerves are killing you.
Because I think what I love the most about you, about us, is our friendship.
Because you're you.
Just because.
And then again, most importantly, because I love you.

Oh well.

2011-02-15T21:21:00.000-06:00

Seriously, what else did I ever expect?
Of course I wouldn't keep this blog alive for long xD. That's just how I roll.
No but I really didn't want this to end. So, here I am...nearly a month later, uploading some random comments once more.
It's funny because one of the last things I did before neglecting this poor baby was watch Easy A, and I'm watching it like right now.

So, this week's my first period of exams for this second semester at school. I sincerely do not know what to expect. I sort of feel like I've been failing a bit at school, compared to last semester but we'll see. At least I can surely tell: up until now, I can totally see the difference between what I did when I just started and now. I know it's not been that long, but I can notice the difference.

In other news, work's going swell. I was so worried because I was assigned at some place that has nothing at all to do with my major, but now I'm working in an awesome project that does require my almost non existent graphic designer abilities and I'm loving it. My boss just gave me my first feedback and it was great.

At school I've been working on some really cute things, which I hope to scan as soon as I get them back...that'll be hopefully by next week.

And that's it. Inspiration for today is gone. Sorry about that. I'm still trying to find some way to make this more enjoyable for you guys and for me -I'm not saying I don't enjoy it, I'm just saying that I want to find a way to make it more fun to do. Just saying...in case you were thinking anything else.

S M I L E

Sleep, sleep, sleep.

2011-01-18T21:51:00.002-06:00

the sleep. by *m0thyyku on deviant ART

Not writing today, sorry.
I can see this blog slowly dying xD. Do you?
G'nite.

You say goodbye and I say hello.

2011-01-17T14:35:00.000-06:00

So, I haven't been writing anything because I have no internet at home. Sorry, guys. But I'll try to write something quick here at school until my mom pays the internet bill.

Back to School by *GeorgiaPeaches on deviant ART

I'm not sad or anything, on the contrary. I love being back to school. I love getting the chance to learn something new, to make art, to spend time with my new friends...
Today's the first day of a new semester and it was awesome. I know this will be a really nice semester and I will try to do better than last semester. Also, tomorrow I'll go check the work thing. I was gonna go today, but tomorrow it'll be. So, hopefully this semester will be super awesome.
Nothing really interesting happened today, since it's the first day, but I'm hoping new stuff will come up soon.
I also haven't worked on the projects from the book I told you, sorry.

jeff is art by ~foryoutoknowtice on deviant ART

Have a nice week!

Home, sweet home.

2011-01-14T22:06:00.000-06:00

the return home. by ~RazyGraphicDesign on deviant ART

So, no song today. Feels a bit like...empty. Heh.
This is not going to be so long, anyway. I just wanted to let you guys know I'm back home and back to my normal weird life. <3

I was gonna tell you all about this sucky day xD because it's been a total nightmare, but I'll just calm down and maybe I'll tell you tomorrow. For now, all my attention will be focused on resting a lot and watching Black Swan, at last.

It feels nice to be back home. Especially because my mom has rearranged my bedroom and it feels so different, so nice, so clean, haha. It sort of feels like some kind of new beginning.

In other short news, this semester I'll be working at the city council. I'm nervous, a bit, but really looking forward to it.

So, b4n you guys.
Love.

Part II.

2011-01-13T11:11:00.001-06:00

This song is called Symphonies, by Dan Black. Yesterday's was Transatlanticism by Death Cab for Cutie. Both are part of the Easy A soundtrack and awesome awesome songs I get high to. Metaphorically, of course.

So, back where I left yesterday. Although I can't remember where exactly was that.

Anyway, yesterday as soon as I left the garage I took my agenda and wrote something I had in mind just so I wouldn't forget. Something else about the movie, lol. But now it makes no sense for me to post it, so I'll leave it for some other occasion when that's the subject I write about.

Now that I've finally finished Easy A, it's time for a new movie, which I just couldn't wait to be 'on theatres' in Mexico. I just had to watch it as soon as possible. On one side because I was thrilled by the trailers and on the other because it's Michelle Phan and a friend of mine's current trauma. They both have great taste so that should mean something, right? Of course I'm talking about "Black Swan". And right now it's buffering while I write a little bit of boring stuff to you guys.

When I Say Stop by ~boraboras on deviant ART

Remember what I told you the other day about deciding whether to move back to Juarez or stay at Cuernavaca? Well, everything's much easier now because my sister told me they'd reached a decision and they're moving. We just have to wait for the deadline to come so they can talk to my stepfather and see if everything goes well. So, no need to find a new college or anything ^^.

What else? Well, yesterday we went to see Gulliver's Travels and it's really cute. A bit gross at first, but I wasn't disappointed at all, which I thought I would be. I do recommend it~! I had to watch the dubbed version, though >_> and I had not that much of a problem with it, until the very end. The song was dubbed to, and that was disaster. So, if possible, watch it in English.

Also, the other day I went to the house we own here. There's currently a guy from church living there, and taking care of it and stuff. So, I went there because my mom wanted me to bring her some stuff she'd left there and I found some stuff for myself too. I took a scrapbook kit my aunt had given me a long time ago but I never got around to actually using it. So this is my chance. Inside the box were two albums. One of them had several pictures, really cute ones, and it was nice remembering the good ol' times. But the most important part of this is that I also brought my Narnia books and a cute little book I bought when I was in 6th grade but never really used. The point is, this book has lots of ideas about things to write about and handicrafts to do and such things so I'll try to post activities from it every once in a while.

Happy Birthday by ~saraqael on deviant ART

Today's my dad and my best friend's birthday! And I'm really thankful for their lives. I know they won't read this- at least I know dad won't, she probably will one day stumble upon this- but I want to say it anyway: Happy birthday! I love you both with all my heart and I'm really happy I got to spend another year with you even if wasn't close enough to one another. I just don't know what else to say but that I love you and thank you for being such an awesome part of my life.

So, I'll leave for now. I gotta take care of this little boy right here, my youngest half sibling. But I promise I'll be back. Maybe not today, but I want to talk about the things I didn't write on Monday. Maybe when I finish Black Swan, hehe.

See ya <3.

On romanticism and movies. Excuses, too.

2011-01-12T14:30:00.000-06:00

Well, I'm kind of in a lazy mood, if that's how I'm supposed to call it because it's not 'depressed' or 'sad' but it's not 'energetic' either. I'm just like on auto. Or maybe the word 'high' describes it more than 'lazy'. Perhaps it's like...'phylosophical'? Well, you get the point.

So, starting with the excuses: I know I didn't post anything on Sunday or Monday and on Tuesday my post was lame- at least for the ones who haven't watched the movie or didn't know any of the references it had, in which case YOU'RE the one who's lame xD and, in case you didn't notice from this year's first post, these things in italics should be read as my thoughts but: 1. I decided Sundays will be optional since I've usually got no time to do anything at all on Sundays, I guess I can't promise to post because I'm not sure if I can...so you may or may not read anything new those days, 2. on Monday I WAS going to write something about school and being kids and stuff, but I found something great to do- and I thank the stalkerish me for that: watch the amazing movie "Easy A", as the people who got me on Facebook or YouTube may have noticed, which is the reason for 3. yesterday's post, which was a quote from the movie and a really really amazing one btw, and also the reason for today's song and most assuredly most of the things I'll write about below but I don't know because maybe I'll go to the movies in a while and oh my God is this a long run on sentence or what?

So, that one was the gif that started everything. It caught my eye instantly because, let's face it, we've all done that. And I did it' I looked for it in da netz, 'cuz I'm a bad girl like that and fell totally in love with it and its soundtrack. I don't wanna give any more spoilers than I already did yesterday- please don't hate me, I spoiled it for myself too. I'll just say: Wow. It's those kind of movies we all love not because they're romantic, although it is, but because they talk about the truth.

Near the end, when she crumbles, I nearly cry. I know it's no big deal, I cry about everything, but it made me think once again about how hurtful and judgmental people can be. It also made me think about how much can anyone take just to save other people's asses and how there should be more people willing to do it- not the way she did it, though. But, most of all, it showed me how, no matter how much we deny it, "sticks and stones..." isn't true. At least not for long.

There's this point in the movie when- sorry!- she says it's the first time she believes what people have been saying about her, and the cute woodchuck guy tells her he doesn't, because he knows how she truly is. But, what would've happened if she had let words slip away instead of becoming what she was called? Words, in the end, DID define her in some way and turned her into something only a couple knew she wasn't. It was supposed to be a make believe, but then she didn't even knew if it was the same or not anymore.

Then there's the outsiders. People who judged her. People who pretended to have Jesus in their hearts, but who were just acting too. If they did, they would've kept their mouths shut instead of hurting a person's heart to the point of almost breaking it and instead of 'helping her'- in case that's what she needed, which she didn't...at least not at first.

But well, I won't say anything else because anything I could ever write would never show you, not even a bit, how awesome this movie is.

Going to the movies.
To be continued...

2011-01-11T17:19:00.000-06:00

Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80's movies? I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey. I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me. I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. Just once I want my life to be like an 80's movie, preferably one with a really awesome musical number for no apparent reason. But no, no, John Hughes did not direct my life.

~ Olive Penderghast, from Easy A.

Deciding again.

2011-01-08T23:44:00.000-06:00

Decisions by ~mihaibrrrr on deviant ART

I almost missed today's post. But I'm glad I didn't write anything until no, 'cause I had absolutely NOTHING to tell. But now I do.

Yesterday, my sister and her family came back from Cuernavaca (where I live) to Juárez (where they live), and I knew we had something important to talk about. But I thought the subject wouldn't affect me. Until now. We just talked not 15 minutes ago, and I started thinking a lot. But first, I'm gonna give you some context on the subject.

My mom and stepfather, they own 3 businesses from which we take money to live. Two of them are restaurants, the other's something related to telecommunications (I have no more info about that). The first one, was the telecom. thingy, and it's my stepfather's field of expertise. That's what he knows how to do and what he studied for. But they had been having many many issues with it, so there was no money coming out of it. That's when the first restaurant came. It was located on the first floor of the small plaza where the first business's offices were. They bought it, and have been working on it ever since. This was about 2 years ago, or 1. And about 3 months ago, they opened an Italian restaurant, along with an Italian friend of ours. He's the chef, they're just in charge of the money and all that stuff.

Now, the telecom. business has been receiving some work in another country, and my stepfather's been there for about 2 months now. Meanwhile, the first restaurant's been a mess and the second one's just starting so there's not much money coming from it...but it's stable and has really REAAALLLLY GOOOOOOD food. But this Christmas, he -my SF- came to visit.

My sis and her family hadn't planned on going to Cuernavaca, but they did want to because they had been told by my mom and SF several times now that they wanted them to go live at Cuernavaca, and they'd been considering it but nothing had happened until now. Why now? Because my brother-in-law just quit his job. The doors are open now.

Now, my sister just told me what the plans were. My mom and SF said that they want to sell the first restaurant and that there's most assuredly gonna be work for 2 years at Peru or Guatemala and that my SF wanted to take mom with him, because it wasn't OK for them to not see each other for such a long time. Until then, no prob. But...wait a minute...what about me? Well, they told my sis and B-I-L that they wanted them to go live at Cuernavaca, take charge of the Italian restaurant, live at our house and wanted me to live with them. They said they wouldn't leave me at Cuernavaca all by myself and that I had 4 options: to go to Peru/Guatemala with them, to come live to Juárez with my dad, go to Torreón with my bro or stay at Cuernavaca with them.

I don't want to ever live anywhere other than Mexico, so the first one is not even an option. The third one, well, I have never lived at Torreón...and I do have lots of family there, and I do miss my brother a lot and I enjoy it very much when we are together because I love him; but I wouldn't want to stay there either. Option four is nice because I'm really happy where I am: I have no family there, but lots of friends and I love where and what I am studying. Though, I know maybe the school could be better, as it is not known anywhere but at Cuernavaca, but I've had a nice experience there so far. Now, the second option. Well...

I don't like it that much when I'm at my dad's house because they mostly use me as their babysitter, and his wife does nothing at home: all the cleaning and cooking and so on is done by her sister. The kids are always fighting over everything. I miss my dad a lot though, but I wouldn't want to be a burden for him, for he already has 3 spoiled kids to feed and buy stuff.

Sounds pretty simple, right? Anyone reading this could say, up to now, "Well then, just stay at Cuernavaca. What's the big deal?". But the thing is...these vacations, my mom showed her wedding album to all of my aunts and uncles. The pictures were taken by a friend we've known for many many years. He's about 5 or 6 years older than me. And he studied Graphic Design at Juárez. That's what I'm studying, fyi.
I was looking at that album and I thought "Wow, these pictures are awesome!". I sorta started thinking about coming here to study as a posibility, but never thought I'd actually get a chance to truly decide to do so.

And now, I do.I'm not sure about what to do. I have the feeling that coming here would be the best, but I don't wanna miss a whole school year. One could say I wouldn't miss a thing, though, because I'm always the youngest of the class. I'm always a year younger than everyone else, so technically I'd just be 'catching up' with my true classmates. But I love being the youngest one, and I think that's a great advantage I have. But I can't shake the feeling of "you should come to study at Juarez". I don't know. I've got 6 weeks to think this through.

We'll see what happens.

Love <3.

Nightmareeee!!!

2011-01-07T22:20:00.000-06:00

Babysitting by ~austincabot on deviant ART

OH, GOD I'M SO TIRED!
Right now, many of my cousins are at the States as "Au Pair", babysitting kids of many ages. I sincerely have no idea how they do it. Its days like these when I doubt my ability to be a good mother and get scared because I want it so bad D:. But I swear, my kids wont be like this!!!

Today I've been taking care of my 7 and 3 year old half brothers and their 4 year old girl cousin. It's been a total nightmare. The kids can't stop whining and arguing on stupid things! The two youngest, mostly. During these several hours I've already thought of a thousand- ok, not a thousand, but many things I hate when kids do:

Kids are cruel by *pmd1138 on deviant ART

I hate it when kids act like babies when they're 3+ years old.
I hate it when boys hit girls.
I hate it when kids want to play the video games I'M playing.
I hate it when kids can't say 'sorry'. Actually, I hate it when anyone can't say it.
I hate it when kids get pissed off when they lose.
I hate it when kids can't share.
I hate it when kids can't shut up.
I hate it when kids bother others and think it's funny.
I hate it when kids (and adults) can't eat with their mouth shut.
I hate it when kids talk with that whiny voice.
I hate it when kids won't even look at something, until other takes it.
I hate it when kids act like adults, in the bad way.
I hate it when kids are disrespectful.
I hate it when kids act as if they didn't know how to do something just so someone else does it for them.
I hate it when kids just started doing something that took a lot of wasted time and 5 seconds later, they want to do something else.
I hate it when spoiled kids get things the way they want, just so they don't start whining.

I'm not sure if I'll be a good babysitter or mother or whatever someday. But I believe these things are ok for me to hate, right? These are things that are wrong.
Bleh. >_> I finally let this out. I can breathe now, and go watch TV.

TTYS.

<3

Perennial writer's block?

2011-01-07T03:21:00.001-06:00

You see? Snow and girls are a perfect combination.
Sigh. No snow yet. *tear*

Writing by ~babybabs0789 on deviant ART

I'm not really sure how long is this post gonna be. Everyone's (I think) asleep right now, and I'm not sleepy yet. At least not much. I just felt the urge to keep writing, for some strange reason. But the blogging thing is driving me nuts, heh. Its just that I know nobody cares about what I did today xD. I mean, I know I wouldn't...unless something interesting happened during the day, but that's not the case. But I enjoy writing here, and I wanna keep doing it. I just don't know what else to write about :P.

I'm not the kind of person who has an opinion about everything. And I'm not one of those who are always updated on a certain subject and could bring the news either. I have no talent for writing, everything I write is super repetitive. I guess all I can do is talk about the things I like and something will pop up on the go. But that doesn't feel enough.

I have no field of expertise.

So, I guess I need some inspiration...I need something great to write about. I need to write about something, anything other than myself. Any ideas? I believe there's just one person left reading this xD. But...who knows? Maybe someone'll just end up here by coincidence and he or she could have THE greatest idea. Not gonna expect anything, though. I guess something will come to mind.

That's all for now.

<3

On gaming.

2011-01-06T11:57:00.002-06:00

These weeks I've been surrounded by gaming. Everywhere I go, there are games, and that's awesome. I think it's mainly because I share more with my male cousins than my female cousins. Also, my half siblings are kinda into gaming. My brother's a gamer and my sister isn't, but enjoys every chance she has to game. She can't be blamed, though. With a toddler and a kid, she's got zero time to play anything. Well, she used to play with the NDS I gave my nephew some time ago, but now it's broken >_>. Should've kept it for myself, but I couldn't stand his cute "gimme" face with his pouting lips. Whatevs, I can always fix it and borrow it. Besides, I think my mom's gonna give him a new one.

XBox 360 Gamer Girl by *missfawn on deviant ART

So yeah, gaming. On winter vacation, as you know, we visited my grandma. My cousin, Daniel, lives with her (he's always locked into his room, though, and when he's not it's just because he's probably at work or with his gf xD). Anyway, he's got an xbox with the new Kinect and when he was not at home, we were all playing with it. My half siblings liked it so much that they instantly asked my dad for one, and yesterday he bought it. Now, 'cause I'm the geekiest here, you can imagine he made me install it for 'em. Now I've got an Xbox Live account, which I'm never gonna use properly because I don't own an Xbox (and won't, at least not for now...I'm a PS girl). And I was sort of excited because I'd get to try an xbox after a long time, since my brother sold his (instead of giving it to me D: boo hoo)...but I was mostly kinda upset. And I felt so geeky xD but it's just that I can't stand the idea of them having an Xbox, knowing them like I do.

You see, they're your normal kind of spoiled kids. They're used to getting everything. My dad's the kind of dad who wants to give everything they didn't have to their children: toys, clothing, trips and stuff. As soon as he's got the money, he'll buy anything they ask for. And what do they do? They use it 24/7 for like a week or a month or whatever, and then leave it there all alone. They never use it again because by then, they want a new whatever. I know it because I've seen it, but also because I used to be that way when I was their age. Nowadays I'm sorry for that, because I've seen how they treat dad: as an ATM, as a credit card, as a Santa Claus...and they never EVER say "Thank you". It makes me wonder if I used to be that way. I probably was. Now, everytime I want something new, I just say it but don't ask for it unless it's necessary or it's my birthday, heh. I don't want to be a burden for him. I guess one could say I'm ashamed of asking for anything, at least asking my dad for it. Because I know there's something expensive his kids are asking him for. ):

But that was not mainly what I was upset about, because I know that's how they are and I hope someday they get to understand why they're wrong. I just hope nothing bad has to happen for them to understand, like what happened to me. But that's a different story. What I was upset about was that they don't even KNOW what they're asking for! When we were at the store, the oldest one had no idea what the Kinect was (even though she had used it already). She thought Kinect was an actual game, not the gadget. And now, not 5 minutes ago, they're calling me everytime to ask why the controller won't work? Because it's turned off. And how can they log off my account? On that big box that says log off. How do I turn it off? *Face palm*. And so on. Sigh. I hope that's just for today, though.

The Gamer by *blackmage9 on deviant ART

Now, back to where I was. Aside from the Xbox thing, I think I'll start saving up money to buy many things I want. Within those things, there's a PS3. As I told you, I'm a PS girl. I'm not very fond of Xbox. Their controllers are too chubby for me, the games I like are for both Xbox and PS, there are just a few games for Xbox only that I like, and I could live without them. The games I like the most are for PS or Nintendo. So, for me, PS pwns. Last night I connected my PS2 and started playing Kingdom Hearts again. I borrowed/own games from the KH series.
Owned: Birth By Sleep, Chain of Memories and 358/2 days.
Borrowed: KH, KHII.

The first one in the series is Birth By Sleep, which I almost finished, but lost my Memory Card so I gotta start again. I guess it's not that bad, since now I can play the game in the recommended order and in proud and extreme modes (in which I can unlock the secret ending without having to finish it 100%, just finding all the reports). I wanted to finish BBS first, but I guess I can start playing KH, since I (almost) finished it once before and I have to start BBS all over. So for the last few weeks and for a few more, people can see me like this:

The Gamer Girl by *ry-spirit on deviant ART

I'm not a gamer girl, everyone knows that. At least not a good one xD. But D: I'd love to. Gamer girls pwn. Everyone knows that, too.
Here are some great examples:

Alodia
A great cosplayer <3. She's adorable and super cool.

Michelle Phan
She's a makeup artist and guru (a great one), and declared gamer. She even has a collab channel on gaming.

Felicia Day
She's an actress, the producer of The Guild series and has a great sense of humor. Plus, she's a gamer and she's super cute.

Olivia Munn
I'm not exactly sure if she's a gamer, but she has done cosplay (at least for TV xD) and is really hot :P. Plus, this video inspires me, lol.

And many many more.

So, to all girl gamers: Keep up the good work!

Peace out <3

Location: Daddy's
Listening to: Killer Queen - Queen ♪
Currently reading: Pride and Prejudice and Zombies . Anna and the French Kiss
Currently playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep on PSP . Kingdom Hearts on PS2

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2011-01-05T22:55:00.002-06:00

Snow by *PlastikStars on deviant ART

Dad said tomorrow it'll probably snow. I'm really excited :D and wishing with all my heart that it does. ♪ Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow ♪!

I'm not quite sure what is it that I love so much about snow. Maybe its just the feeling of purity and innocence it brings. I was born on a snowy day and maybe that's the reason I feel like snow takes one back to childhood. Also, women look especially delicate when they are surrounded by snow, don't they? Don't we? :P lol No, but really, they do. Look at the picture above, and this one too:

snow by *JanaDillo on deviant ART

There's also something about its color. Seeing all things white makes one feel at peace, well, depends on the person. But snow white is a different case, I believe, because its not as if you like things in a minimalistic way...it's just that snow white is a natural kind of white. I'm not sure if I'm making any sense at all here, but I guess someone will someday understand what I was trying to say xD.

Winter is a very romantic time of the year. That's the reason December's the month with the most marriage anniversaries of all. People love marrying in December. Actually, I think I would like to get married during the winter too. And, you know, I'm very romantic too. One could see that on the post I made the other day xD. Oh, well, I guess I'm losing my train of thought, better catch it quick! So, winter. Why is it so romantic? I guess the cold makes people want to stand close to each other and the snow making women look oh so pretty has something to do here, too. I kind of see a really romantic scene taking place at a snowy place. You know, on a cottage on the forest with all the snow covering it. A beautiful couple enjoying themselves inside the cottage with a hot beverage and watching the snow fall while cuddling. Then having lots of fun. Actual fun. Having snowball fights or playing some board game.

I think I'm just in a really dreamy mood right now xD. I guess I'll go now before this blog starts bringing all the bees to the monitor. I've got the perfect combo for this mood I've got right now: a book John Green recommended, "Anna and the French Kiss".

Also, as you can see, I'm working on giving this website a makeover...so do not panic. I'll be experimenting as much as I can until I find the best look for it. Feel free to comment.

<3

Brrr, it's cold.

2011-01-05T13:41:00.002-06:00

Waiting Summer by *kiwix on deviant ART

Okay, I finally phailed at this, but it was just because I was traveling. Yup, I'm back home. Well, no, not home but I'm back to my hometown. Cd. Juárez. Here's where my dad lives with his family. So...yesterday I was on a bus playing KH:BbS on my way here and I had no internet. That's my excuse.

It's cold in here. I love it. A few days ago it was snowing and I got really depressed because it always snows as soon as I leave this place. Or just before I get here. I'm keeping my hopes up, though.

Today's a lazy day. I won't do absolutely anything. I'll just enjoy the cold with a hot chocolate and bake some cookies or something. I just LOOOVE winter. If it were up to me, I'd live in the middle of nowhere, in a place surrounded by woods and where anyone could easily get lost. It'd always be cold there and my home would be made out of eco friendly materials. Just like those houses they show on TV.

I can't write a lot right now, because my half brother is waiting for me to go play with him, but I promise I'll stop by again today to tell you more stuff about winter and my hometown and those things I love so much.

<3

I so need some time alone.

Third time's the charm.

2011-01-03T19:54:00.002-06:00

Day three, month one, post 3 (of this year). Nice :D
Okay, so I have no idea what to write about today. I'm literally surfing the web to try and find something at least barely interesting to blog about. So, many times when I want to find inspiration I go to Flickr.com and watch interesting pictures from the last 7 days and reload until I find something nice. 1. 2. 3. Okay, I think I found something. Oh, shoot, I lost it. Well, I'll try to find it. Meanwhile, here's another one and they both kinda relate. They made me think about my vision of love.

Okay, stupid Flickr won't let me upload any pictures today either. But I won't let that keep me from writing.

So I've been having a certain conversation with a great great friend of mine many times now, and the first time we talked about the subject I was a bit shocked. Turns out people don't have the same idea of love that I do. You know, I've always known that most people don't want to have a boyfriend or girlfriend because they want to marry them, but because they want to experiment and stuff. I know that. But what I never thought could be real was the fact that some people nowadays have a bf/gf just because.

I know I'm a hopeless romantic and I want my love life to be as perfect as a fairy tale, but I don't see how wanting to do things right is wrong but hurting one's feelings and wasting time having something you know that won't last long just because you want to feel loved or whatever the reasons may be for them to do it is the way to go.

Anyways, the picture I saw was of an old lady's hand and its title was a heart. It reminded me of a discussion I had with my mom one day. We saw a couple at a restaurant holding hands and very much in love. They were about 50 years old, I guess...I'm not a great age guesser, but anyways, lets say they were 50. My mom went on saying they were dating and just getting to know each other. I thought they were a married couple, but when I told her she laughed and said it was impossible for them to be married and still be THAT in love with each other and that I was so naive. But I couldn't- I can't see why not. Not that I have seen many, but I certainly HAVE seen long time married couples who are still very in love, and that's how marriages should be, right? I don't think love should be something you can get used to, it needs to be renewed everyday. You need to be able to learn something new about your significant other everyday and love everything he or she is, even the things you don't like so much. I think real love should be everlasting. I think lovers should be the best of friends and share a great story together.

Love is so underrated.

Today, those three words are told so easily by some and never even whispered by others. Today, people see virginity as a disease and not as a gift that takes a lot of effort to keep but, when given away, means the world. Today, a kiss is just a kiss. Today a rose is not worth giving, doors might just as well be opened by her, "I love you"s are texted but never written by hand or said in so many creative ways.

Call me old school, call me corny, call me whatever. But I assure you, I will give my loved one the best of myself and I will have the best love story ever. Because I believe in love.

Good night.

Day two. No excuse.

2011-01-02T23:04:00.003-06:00

I was THIS close to failing day two xD. And I'm not gonna excuse myself.
Actually, I am. Vacation time here is way busier than my usual vacation time back home! I'm always visiting some aunt & uncle or grandma or whatevs. It's nice, though.

I love having a big family. And I used to think everyone's family was like mine, but I've come to know that they don't. You see, my family is like this:

There's me.
There's my brother, who is 10 years older than me, and his girlfriend, who are soon to be engaged (that's what he told me).
Then there's my oldest sister, who is 13 years older, and her family. Her husband, her son and daughter.
My mom and dad divorced when I was about 8 years old. Both of them remarried.
My stepfather has two daughters about my age and an older son. I get along with his daughters. Not with him, at least I didn't when I met him.
Then my father has his own family. His wife, who happens to be just a year older than my sister and that's really weird, and two sons and a daughter.

My father's mother is still alive. She's the only grandparent I have got left. And he has 8 siblings. My mom's parents are now both dead, and she has 6 siblings
So, up to now, my family (blood related and not) has: 32 people.

On my father's side:
Aunt 1: Her + Uncle + Daughter + Daughter
Uncle 2: Him + Aunt + Son + Son + Son
Aunt 3: Her + Uncle + Daughter + Daughter + Son
Aunt 4: Her + Uncle + Daughter ( + Boyfriend + Son ) + Son + Son
Aunt 5: Her + Uncle + Son ( + Wife + Son + Son ) + Son ( + Wife + Son + Son + Daughter ) + Daughter ( + Daughter ) + Son ( + Wife + Son )
Aunt 6: Her + Uncle + Daughter + Son + Son
Aunt 7: Her + Uncle + Son + Son + Daughter
Uncle 8: Him + Aunt + Son + Son + Son

Total: 44

On my mother's side:
Uncle 1: Him + Aunt + Daughter ( + Husband + Daughter ) + Daughter ( + Fiancé ) + Son + Daughter
Aunt 2: Her + Son
Uncle 3: Him + Aunt + Son ( + Wife + Son ) + Daughter
Uncle 4: Him + Aunt + Daughter + Daughter + Son
Uncle 5: Him + Aunt + Son ( + Wife + Child ) + Daughter + Son + Son + Son
Uncle 6: Him + Aunt + Son + Son + Daughter

Total: 30

So, my whole family has 108 people. Wow. Actually, I'm surprised xD. Last time I counted, they weren't as many, but I didn't take my cousins' families into account. So, yeah.

This Christmas I was going to stay home, and that meant having a tiny celebration with just 3 people. I was extremely sad because every year I spend it next to at least 100 people and it's so warm and cozy. I just love it.

So there you go, now you know how big my family is xD. And I'm loving it.
That's it for today. I'm hoping I didn't bore you a lot. Though I'm not sure if anyone's reading this xD. I hope you had a merry Christmas and a happy new year.
You'll read me, hopefully, tomorrow. With something more interesting to tell.

<3

Back from the dead!

2011-01-01T17:11:00.004-06:00

Wow, feels weird to be back...but I've been wanting to start blogging again and I finally did it. And I swear it was not my intention to use the new year as an excuse to do it, it just happened. Anyway, I wanted to start a brand new one, but there were no cool names left (at least none I could think of xD) and I said to myself "Well, this must be a sign I need to aim for awesomeness once again". I guess this is a nice time for me to write because it's a time of change in my life: it's my freshman year at college, I just turned 18 about a month ago, I've been having many cool projects and ideas in mind and even if I never get to actually work on them, I want to at least have a record into which I can later look back and revive those ideas. Oh, I'm also starting work this semester, which is scary but I'm hoping I'll do just fine. Just have to stop being such a lazy bum.

So, today's January 1st and I haven't really thought of which will be my resolutions for this year. I guess it's because it doesn't really feel like a new year yet. At least not for me.

Stupid spacebar....

So, let's think...this year's resolutions:
1. Keep up with the good work at school - This first semester at college was freaking awesome. Although I did cry a bit sometimes, I got great grades this semester and I've made up my mind I want the rest of my school days to be the same. I know it'll be harder everytime, but it's totally worth it.

2. Get creative! - As an artist -designer-, it's important for me to keep my creativity alive. So I'll try to work on it as much as possible. I kinda phailed at uploading everything I do at school to my deviantart, but I won't give up!

3. Be more careful with my self - Every once in at least 6 months I find myself thinking about how disrespectful I am to my body and my image. I've been thinking about how the way one feels is the way one looks and vice versa. So I must be feeling freaking awful! lol :P
No, but really, I've realized it'll be better for me and for the people around me if I start taking care of myself in every aspect. Who knows? Maybe my self esteem will improve, too. Nothing to lose. Besides, I get to use those great tips and tricks Michelle Phan gives :D.

4. Be organized - I don't get why in the world, if I can get so OCD sometimes, am I not organized! :P Mainly, I'll try to start working on my school projects and homeworks as soon as I get them, because that way I can have more time to finish them and do some other stuff I want to do.

5. Be a better person in every possible way - This is always on my list. -because your kiss, your kiss is ooon my list ♪- This year is no exception. I always want to be a better person. And every year I find details I want to change about the way I am when it comes to my relationship with other people and such. Lets see how this year goes.

So I guess that's it for today, 'cause my grandma's internet connection is being dumb. It's been nice talking to y'all after so long. -Who am I talking to, anyway? I doubt anyone will read this anytime soon, but whatevs.
TTY tomorrow.

<3

Location: Grandma's
Listening to: Closer To The Edge - 30 Seconds To Mars
Currently reading: Pride and Prejudice and Zombies (hence, the title
Currently playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep on PSP

** I'll be redesigning the whole blog, wait for it. **

Life Socks.

2009-03-07T19:19:00.000-06:00

Dang it, I looooved that name!
Too bad it wasn't available, huh?

Hi there xP thanks for reading!
Well I'm not that inspired but I just wanted to say something:
I found my camera! LOLZ!
My aunt had it and she'll give it to mee next week [I hope so] because she needs it for a wedding or something o_O. So I'll hopefully be back to vlogging after a long time. I apologize to Karla for that! I never thought a problem like this would show up xP and I miss talking to her so much~ especially now that I have almost no time to log on to my messenger and that stuff.

Also, I've got a faster internet connection now! Yay for me!
So I will probably be able to upload my videos on time from now on.

Soooo...I have many things to talk about but I gotta go right now. I gotta go grab somethin' to eat and then go to church to some conference~.

I'll try to post in a while <3.
Love you all!
Bye bye~.

PS: I know this is some kind of text-based communication but...
Karla: we should do like xP something special for every day of the week in our vlog, don't ya think? It would make our uploads way awesomer xD. Sometimes I just can't think about something cool to tell you o_o, and I don't want ya to get bored xP.

So yeah~ now it's time to leave!
Bye bye!
Love.

Just a boring entry as always.

2009-01-29T14:24:00.000-06:00

Hey guys! How've you been?
It has been quite a while since my last update, and lots of things have been happening lately.
It's been a month and two days since the last time I wrote something here, and neither I want to leave this blog all alone [like I've been doing] nor to keep you all out of date [even if I have nothing interesting at all to tell you].

So, what's been happening since December the 27th, 2008?
I went back to school. Actually, I'm writing this at school just before my first class: Organic Chemistry. What time is it? 9:00 am. I love school so much <3.
I've decided I'll be a good student starting this semester. I want to reach the best average I can~ because I want to be ready for college. I can't believe I'm just a year and a half away from college, it's amazing! I will finally be free...I'll stay away from all of these problems that keep following me everywhere I go. Anyway, school has been just fine until now. Tomorrow I'll start my first exam period, we'll see if I've been a good girl.

What else?

Our Awesome Injection project has been nice. Sometimes my internet connection hates me and doesn't let me update when I'm supposed to, but I've had lots of fun! Even if every video I make is completely lame and boring, I enjoy it a lot <3. I know we'll never be just as cool as Hank & John or the Salad Sisters, but we do our best.

I've been thinking a lot about my future lately. College, independent life, marriage, children...
I'm so worried about it all...but in a good way~. I feel anxious, I just want to rush into all of that stuff. I don't get it when people tell me they want to stay the same...that they don't want to be all alone, work, go to college (Diana~)...

Maybe it's just because I know what I want to be...because I have great expectations about my future life...because I want to start again and get rid of all that surrounds me and mind my own business.
And that's it because I'm starting to write just like an emo girl, you know:

"Sorry for living
Sorry for breathing
Sorry for existing
I just want to die"

Okay, I'm having some technical issues right here...
Forget it.

Oh, I'm also planning on cosplaying along with some friends. We'll learn some awesome dances like this one:

Buono! ~Renai Rider~ Dohhh UP!

And then we'll dance with our cosplays in front of everyone~.

The "Renai Rider" dance will be performed while wearing our "Strawberry Panic!" cosplays, with Andrea as a Miator student (the black one), Caro as a Spica student (the white one) and me as a Lulim student (the pink one).

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In other news, if you haven't watched our youtube videos, I'm fasting. On? Of? Well... ____ internet, so I'm not able to use it for more than 3 hours per day (unless I need it for school issues). The fasting will end on February the 14th. I'm also fasting ____ candy and junk food...but I phailed at it, so I have to start over...

What else?
I'm worried about a friend of mine. I hope he's okay because he told me he'd do something bad...and I haven't talked to him since then. I hope I get a chance to talk to him again soon...if my plan worked. But I'm not really sure, actually.

More news:
On Saturday I'll go to El Paso and I'll probably get a pen tablet, to draw at DeviantArt [ http://o-o-minerva-o-o.deviantart.com ] and get better at my Photoshop skills. I'll also go to Barnes & Noble because I have to buy two books for my literature class and I guess I'll buy a new book for myself...probably a book by Maureen Johnson.

So...umm...my class is over and so is my inspiration, so I guess I'll try to post sometime soon.
Thank you so much for reading.

Oh, and before I forget: here goes John's survey. Enjoy!

1. What's your name?
Victoria...but if you don't call me Vicky, I'll kill you.

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
My torn Hot Topic pants <3.

3. Last thing you ate?
I think it was a lollipop. It tasted like yoghurt. My doctor gave it to me because I still get lollipops when I visit the doctor, even if it's just the ophthalmologist.

4. One place you will NEVER eat at?
Umm...China, I guess.

5. I say Shotgun, you say:
"Okay." I don't care much.

6. Last person you hugged?
My brother, like 5 days ago. Haven't hugged anyone in a long time </3.

7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
Yes =/...and it's not nice.

8. Would you date anyone you met online?
Maybe. It'd have to be someone any other friend knows.

9. Name something you like physically about yourself:
My hands, my lips, my eyes when I'm wearing my glasses and my cheeks. Sometimes my hair.

10. The last place you went out to dinner to?
Applebee's.

11. Who is your best friend?
That's a hard one. I don't like that term much. I love every friend I have.

12. What time of the day is it?
11:03 am

13. Who/What made you angry today?
Nothing. Yet.

14. Baseball or Football?
Football, I guess. But not soccer.

15. Ever gone skinny dipping?
I have no idea.

16. Favorite type of Food?
That's also a hard one.

17. Favorite holiday:
Christmas <3!

18. Do you download music:
Yup. I'm a bad girl.

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Yes, but not much.

20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
I don't like real tattoos.

21. Would you date the person who posted this?
You mean John? I guess if he wasn't married, if I had no boyfriend and we lived anywhere near I would.

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
Yes.

23. Do you love anyone?
I do, a lot.

24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
Not really...

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
Nopes and I will never.

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
No.

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you
Yup. Bad experience.

28. How many pets do you have?
Two.

29. Have you met a real redneck?
Umm...no.

30. How is the weather right now?
Cold <3.

31. What are you listening to right now?
My friends talking about how cold the weather is.

32. What is your current favorite song?
"Hide and Seek" by Imogen Heap.

33. What was the last movie you watched?
"Lions for Lambs". I liked it.

34. Do you wear contacts?
No.

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
School?

36. What are you afraid of?
Darkness. I'm a crybaby. Oh, and roller coasters.

37. How many piercings have you had?
Two.

38. What piercings do you want?
Tongue, lip.

39. What's one thing you've learned this year?
Dancing the full version of Hare Hare Yukai.

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Chestnut Mocha.

41. What Magazines are you reading?
None.

42. Have you ever fired a gun:
Yes.

43. Are you missing someone?
Yes, a lot.

44. Favorite TV show?
Currently: House M.D.

45. Do you have an obession with WoW?
No, and never will.

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
People have told me my lips look like Angelina Jolie's

47. What celeb do you look like?
I don't know. Are manga characters celebs?

48. Who would you like to see right now?
A lot of people, actually.

49. Favorite movie of all time?
I'm a big fan of musicals. That's all I can say.

50. Do you find yourself loved?
Yup!

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
Yes.

52. Favorite smell?
Reese's.

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
Extra butter.

54. What's something that really bugs you?
Lots of things. Shallow people, mostly.

55. Do you like Michael Jackson?
I have no interest in him whatsoever.

56. Taco Bell or Burger King?
I guess Burger King.

57. What's your favorite perfume?
Nina Ricci.

58. Favorite baseball team?
I don't know.

59. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?
No.

60. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
Like 48 hours.

61. Last time you went bowling?
Years ago.

62. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
The shower.

63. Who was your last phone call?
My brother.

64. Last time you were at work?
N/A.

65. What's the closest orange object to you?
Nothing I can actually see.

And the enlightment came.

2008-12-27T21:23:00.000-06:00

We have a name! xD
Pplz, plz watch our super awesome youtube project starting on: January 1st!
That's the day after tomorrow and I'm starting, OMG xD.

So, I'll see you on thursday @ youtube.com/awesomeinjection

Bye bye! <3

Time is running out!

2008-12-26T10:28:00.000-06:00

Hey there xD long time no see.

The end of the year 2008 is near! That means that the beginning of the super youtube project is near, too!
There's just a tiny little problem...
We. Don't. Have. A. Name!
God, it's so hard xD and we'd been procrastinating too much...now we have to choose a name before December 31 at the most and it's so frustrating xD.
We don't have a song either, so we don't have an intro...
So harrrrrdddd!

Well, let's think and pray for enlightment xD.
See you guys!

Friends, friends, friends...

2008-10-09T19:09:00.000-05:00

Aaah~ so depressed...
Today at 2:30 am my best friends climbed onto a bus and went to Zacatecas...they'll spend the best 4 days of their whole 3 years at high school, they'll make a great amount of completely amazing experiences, they'll have great memories together, they'll become just like siblings, they're gonna spend 4 whole nights talking about whatever they want...

and I'm stuck here.

I really thought the hardest part of moving was gonna be the very moment I got out of the plane and realized I wasn't home anymore...but now I know this is the hardest part: becoming, in a way, part of my friends' and boyfriend's past and knowing they're gonna have great experiences which I'm not gonna be able to share.

It really sucks.

I mean, I don't want to feel this way because 1. they don't want me to and 2. I want them to be happy and not depressed all the time just because the selfish me wants to know she's missed. I know I'm missed, and I shouldn't hold my loved ones back. But I'm so depressed...because even though I'm in the place I lived in for 10 1/2 years of my life and a place I love because I have my family, my past, snow and whatnot, I feel like I don't belong here anymore. I'm going every day to a school where I have no real friends, every morning I wish I could stay home because I hate going to school and spending 6 hours not talking at all and listening to my teachers...then, every afternoon I spend time chatting with my friends and boyfriend: the people I love the most because they're just like my family but better, but I'm really sad because I miss them so much and because I'm not gonna be able to see them for like a year, maybe...on weekends I go to church, where I have friends but they're just not like my friends back home because I have not much in common with them and I can't start a sentence which will be finished by someone else who was thinking exactly the same as me...oh, and I almost forgot that my friends from elementary school are so changed and have nothing but the past in common with me that every time we get to spend some time together there are great and awkward moments of deep silence and it feels like we were total strangers or different ages or from different worlds...or at least I am, because they can talk between them about the party they went to the other day and the only thing I can talk about is John Green's new book [which doesn't bother me at all, I'm just giving an example].

So, the thing is...
I miss my friends so bad...
And I hope they're spending the greatest days ever because one never knows what could happen.
Life changes in less than a second.
If any of my friends gets to read this...PLEASE, forget it. It's just the depression talking.

Bye bye.
& No translation today, sorry.

Baby: Sorry I didn't mention you on this post...this one's for my friends. But you know I love you...and I tell you how much I miss you every day. Could you hug me, please?...

♫ Listening to: Evanescence - Forgive me ♫
♫ Currently Reading: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata . Holy Hearts . ZKTM*F {too
long to write the whole name} . Tonari no Inuyama-kun . 1/2 Prince . Kimi no Iru Machi . The Catcher in the Rye ♫
♫ Currently Watching: Nana . Jigoku Shoujo . D.Gray-man . Blue Dragon ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫
♫ Eating: I just ate ♫
♫ Drinking: Water ♫
♫ Traumas: I miss you... . Alanas for the win... ♫
♫ Mood: Depressed. ♫
Special hi to: My sweetie <3 . Alanas~

Youtube [and everything else] > Homework . Youtube [y todo lo demas] > Tarea

2008-09-15T12:36:00.001-05:00

:D CAN YOU SEE IT?!?! THIS IS GREAT! . :D LO VEN?!?! ES GENIAL!

Yup! The other day my brother formatted my laptop [for like the 4th time] and noooow, it's better than ever! And I got this great amount of Mozilla's Add-ons and it's SO cool...
They're all visible on the picture:
   The pink one with a little notepad and a pencil is called ScribeFire and it's what I'm using right now...it allows me to write posts at AIWWAF without actually having to enter blogger.com and all that stuff...and as you can see, I CAN WATCH VIDEOS @ YOUTUBE WHILE I WRITE!!!! I'm SO EXCITED!

    Then, the red one, next to ScribeFire is called FoxyTunes. Guess what you can do with it? Right! Music! I haven't really used it yet but it was cool so I had to download it.

    Next to FoxyTunes I've got Fast Video Download, which lets me take videos from youtube and play them in my computer. The only problem with it is that I also had to download a FLV player, but now I will have all my favorite videos [not only from Youtube, but any website] in my computer without being connected to the internet! Yay!

    Next to the Fast Video Download there's some program used to take screenshots to a certain part of a website and you can also edit the screenshots...it's really cool. I mean, nothing you couldn't do with paint but it feels a lot better when you have a program designed to do that xD. [And I'm sorry, I know my english IS really sucky today]. In fact, I wanted to use this to take the screenshot above but when I took it, you could only see the Youtube part...not the ScribeFire. So yup, I had to do it with Paint.

    Then, going up. The black square shows a program that is similar to the Fast Video Download, but this also lets me download music like from pages like MySpace and stuff. Awesome.

    The blue one is the same as the screenshot thingy. Nothing else.

    The oh so cute fox is...a fox. It is part of the whole Mozilla theme that I applied to my browser...isn't it cute?!?! And the best part of it is that the foxy runs! He [or she] runs when you're browising and the web page is still downloading~ awww!

    The purple box doesn't actually show add-ons...I just wanted you to look at my bookmarks~.
From right to left: YouTube, This blog :3~, OneManga [where I read...well...manga], A Darker Lilac [Karla's blog, I guess y'all know the url xD], Vlogbrothers' channel, Julia Nunes' channel, Adam's channel, DeviantArt & LibraryThing.com!

    The screenshot is missing one add-on...it shows me my tabs' thumbnails...it just looks pretty xD.

Yeah, THAT'S what I've been doing instead of homework! And I just got one more day before going back to school. I've been watching every Brotherhood 2.0 video @ YouTube and reading.

I finished Looking For Alaska! I cried so bad. I loved it! Thanks Karla for that amazing gift~! You have no idea of what I'm planning to give you for your birthday! Yup, I've known what to give you since like...the day you gave me Looking For Alaska xD. Seriously!

Well then, I'll be going now...
Promise I'll get a camera as soon as I can! Swear!
And...I'll see you all soon.

Karla: Think about the username! xD
Sweetie: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! x3 You have no idea :3...<3<3<3

Boing. Footers.

♫ Listening to: Feels Like Tonight . Chris Daughtry ♫
♫ Currently Reading: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata . Holy Hearts . ZKTM*F {too
long to write the whole name} . Tonari no Inuyama-kun . 1/2 Prince . Kimi no Iru Machi . The catcher in the rye ♫
♫ Currently Watching: Nana . Jigoku Shoujo . D.Gray-man . Blue Dragon ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫
♫ Eating: ~ ♫
♫ Drinking: ~ ♫
♫ Traumas: Books! . Homework...x_X . Add-ons! . I want my PSCS2 NOW! ♫
♫ Mood: Bored~! ♫

Visit: All of the cool sites there --,
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Sip! El otro dia mi hermano formateo mi laptop [por cuarta vez] y ahoooraaa, esta mejor que nunca! Y consegui una enorme cantidad de Add-ons para el Mozilla y esta GENIAAAL...
Todos se ven en la imagen:

   El rosita con un bloc de notas y un lapiz se llama ScribeFire y es lo que estoy usando en este momento...me permite escribir posts en AIWWAF sin tener que entrar a blogger.com y todo eso...y como podran ver, PUEDO VER VIDEOS EN YOUTUBE MIENTRAS ESCRIBO!!!! Estoy EMOCIONADISIMA!

    Luego, el rojo al lado de ScribeFire se llama FoxyTunes. Adivinen que se puede hacer con el? Exacto! Musica! No lo he usado realmente pero era genial asi que tenia que descargarlo.

    Al lado de FoxTunes tengo Fast Video Download, que me deja tomar los videos de youtube y ponerlos en la computadora. El unico problema es que hay que descargar un FLV player, pero ahora podre tener todos mis videos favoritos [no solo de youtube, sino de cualquier sitio] en mi computadora sin tener que estar conectada al internet! Yay!

    Despues de Fast Video Download hay un programa que se usa para tomar fotos a una parte especifica de un sitio web y esas fotos se pueden editar...es genial. O sea, nada que no puedas hacer con Paint pero se siente mucho mejor cuando tienes un programa hecho especificamente para eso xD. De hecho, queria usar ese programa para tomar la foto que puse arriba pero cuando la tome, solo se podia ver la parte de YouTube...no el ScribeFire. Asi que, sip, tuve que hacerlo con Paint.

    Mas arriba. El recuadro negro muestra un programa que es similar al Fast Video Download, pero tambien te permite descargar musica de paginas como MySpace y esas cosas. Increible.

    El azul es igual que el cosito de las fotos. Nada mas.

    El lindisimo zorrito es...un zorrito. Es parte del tema que le aplique al Mozilla...no es lindo?!?! Y la mejor parte es que el zorrito corre! Corre cuando estas en el internet y la pagina a la que estas entrando aun se esta descargando~ awww!

    La cajita morada en realidad no muestra add-ons...solo queria que vieran mis bookmarks~.

De izquierda a derecha: YouTube, Este blog :3~, OneManga [donde leo...pues...manga], A Darker Lilac [El blog de Karla, supongo que ya todos se saben la direccion xD], el channel de los Vlogbrothers, channel de Julia Nunes, channel de Adam, DeviantArt & LibraryThing.com!

    A la foto le falta un add-on...muestra las miniaturas de las tabs que abro en mozilla...eso solo se ve bonito xD.

Si, ESO es lo que he estado haciendo en vez de hacer tarea! Y solo me queda un dia de puente. He estado viendo los videos de Brotherhood 2.0 y leyendo.

Termine de leer Looking For Alaska! Llore tanto. Lo ame! Gracias, Karla, por un regalo tan genial~! No tienes idea de lo que estoy planeando regalarte a ti! Sip, he sabido que darte de regalo desde como...desde que me diste Looking For Alaska xD. En serio!

Bueno, me voy...

Prometo que conseguire una camara lo mas pronto posible! Lo juro!
Y...los vere pronto.

Karla: Piensa en el username! xD

Pexoxo: TE AMO TANTO! x3 No tienes idea :3...<3<3<3

Boing. Footers.

♫ Escuchando: Feels Like Tonight . Chris Daughtry ♫

♫ Leyendo: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata . Holy Hearts . ZKTM*F . Tonari no Inuyama-kun . 1/2 Prince . Kimi no Iru Machi . The catcher in the rye ♫

♫ Viendo: Nana . Jigoku Shoujo . D.Gray-man . Blue Dragon ♫

♫ Jugando: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫

♫ Comiendo: ~ ♫

♫ Tomando: ~ ♫

♫ Traumas: Libros! . Tarea...x_X . Add-ons! . Quiero mi PSCS2 AHORA! ♫

♫ Humor: Aburrida~! ♫

Visiten: Todos los sitios geniales de ahi--,

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All Of My Frustration...and Translation . Toda mi Frustracion...y Traduccion.

2008-09-11T13:39:00.003-05:00
Hey everyoneee!!! It's been such a looong looooong time since my last update~ I'm SO sorry! >w<
But I promise this one will be a very long post xD as you can see~...This post will be entirely made out of complaints, so be prepared xP please.

Well...I have one word to describe my new life here at Juarez: IT SUCKS!...well...actually they're two words... but the most important was "SUCKS" xD. It just sucks...
Before moving I thought: "Well, I was born there...I lived there for 10 years! There should be nothing wrong about it right?". But let me tell y'all...there IS something wrong: School.

As you all know [and if you don't you could read the post I wrote on July 29th~ or my current trauma at "Konstantine . Something Corporate"] I used to love school [special attention to the word "USED"]...it was the only reason I woke up every morning at 4 am and it was the reason I couldn't sleep on Sunday nights or the day before going back to school after 3+ days of vacation. It really was. But now, OMG...who could've imagined that living in a city that I love so very very much would be such a nightmare? And it's everything because of the friggin' school.

People are so not-some...most of the people I've known during this first week have been nice to me, but their attitudes are just so...ugh. And I don't want to be like those persons who misjudge others just because they're like this or like that without even knowing them...but this time I WILL. Most of the people I've known are the preppy kind of people who go party every weekend and get drunk. I'm just not like that...they're too wild for me.
I always thought that the hardest part of going to a new school was making friends...not getting rid of them! And it has been really really hard to get rid of this group of preppy and rude girls who just got into my life without permission and keep acting all "You're our friend now, you're welcome". And the thing is:
I DON'T WANT TO BE THEIR FRIEND! I just can't stand being with them...but they have almost every class with me...so I dunno what to do.

The good side of the story is that:
1. two of them are actually really nice to me, and I guess that even if I don'twant to be their "bestie" I can stand being around those two.
2. I found two otakus! I met them at my spanish class~ and we're going to the AnimeCon this weekend [I believe]
3. this was my attempt to write like Pudge would, but I couldn't...dammit. At least I tried.

Anyway...what else can I tell ya?
× The campus is pretty big. I like that. And the high school buildings are just two stories high! So I'm not dying everytime I have to go to my spanish class xD, yay for me!
× The classrooms are ugly. I don't like that. How can I spend ONE HOUR of my precious time [riiiiight xD] in a place I don't like? =/ It's HELL!
× The teachers SUCK! Really...It's so bad I'd ADOOOORE to have math class with a guy who says "trabajation".
SERIOUSLY.

Anything else???
Yeah....

I MISS YOU GUYYYYYYSSSS!!!!!
[Alanas, My sweetie, Luis, Fer, Are, Poncho, Gus Gus...everyone!]

I've been so depressed lately! School just sucks without you~! I can't stand it >__< Gawwwwd...
It's like...every morning I'm all sad because I have to go to school, a place where I have no freaky or emo friends like you...a place where my boyfriend can't appear in...a place where my teachers are so dumb...a place with no German classes...a place with no lesbians [well...I don't know about that xD.]. It's just not home.

I hate having the feeling of "Oh noes...I have to wait until I get back from school until I get to talk with my friends." or "God, I have to wait until saturday to see my friends from the church. [yeah, I have friends @ Church xD]. I hate spending great afternoons and going to sleep knowing that it's not vacation like it used to be [because when I'm here I feel like it's vacation time, so I don't care about school]. I hate living with my sister where I can't spend time alone, talk on the phone with my sweetie, talk about the Alanas and their [OUR!] crushes.

But, I guess I'll get used to it...I have to. After all, I've been here for, what? A week?
I mean, I'm not sad. Of course I miss you all but I promised not to be sad and I'm not. I spent the greatest last day with you guys, and remembering everything we went through makes me smile.
I'm not sad...I'm pissed off. I am because this wasn't a bit like I thought it would be. Why can't everyone be like you?!...

Anyway...enough for today. Gotta go read "The Catcher in the Rye"~!
I'll try to get a camera as soon as I can, okay?
I love you all~!!!
Sweet hugs & kisses from your favorite pandamaniac [nope, I meant me xD, not *insert the name you thought here*].

PS: I've been looking for a song for you guys xD but I just can't think about one. At least not one as good as your friendship~ [awwwwwww...CORNYYY!!!]. So wait for it xP.

People reading this: WTF!! FOOTERS?!?! Stop writing already!!!
Me: And I'm still missing the spanish version~! :D

To My Sweetie: Miss ya babeh T_T...

♫ Listening to: I'm at the library -w- ♫
♫ Currently Reading: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata . Holy Hearts . ZKTM*F {too
long to write the whole name} . Tonari no Inuyama-kun . 1/2 Prince . Kimi no Iru Machi . Looking for Alaska .
The catcher in the rye ♫
♫ Currently Watching: Nana . Jigoku Shoujo . D.Gray-man . Blue Dragon ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫
♫ Eating: ... ♫
♫ Drinking: ... ♫
♫ Traumas: I wanna go home u_u . I want my PSCS2 NOW! ♫
♫ Mood: Starviiing~ . Bored... ♫
Special hi to: My sweetie <3 I LOVE YOU~! . Alanas :D!
Visit: I won't say it xD...

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Hola a todooos!!! Ha sido un laaargo laaaaargo tiempo desde mi ultima actualizacion~ Lo lamento MUCHO! >w<
Pero prometo que este post va a ser uno muy largo xD como podran ver~...Esten post va a estar lleno de quejas, asi que preparense xP por favor.

Bueno...tengo una palabra para describir mi nueva vida aqui en Juarez: APESTA!. Simplemente apesta...
Antes de mudarme pense: "Bueno, naci ahi...vivi ahi por 10 anios! Todo deberia estar bien, cierto?". Pero dejenme decirles...hay UNA cosa que no esta bien: la escuela.

Como todos ustedes saben [y si no, podrian leer el post que escribi el 29 de Julio~ o mi trauma en "Konstantine . Something Corporate"] Yo solia amar la escuela [atencion especial a la palabra "SOLIA"]...era la unica razon para que yo me despertara cada maniana a las 4 de la madrugada y era la razon por la cual no podia dormir los Domingos en la noche, o el dia antes de regresar a clases despues de 3 o mas dias de vacaciones. Realmente lo era. Pero ahora, OMG...quien podria imaginar que vivir en una ciudad que amo tanto seria una pesadilla asi? Y todo gracias a la maldita escuela.

La gente es tan no genial...la mayoria de las personas que he conocido durante esta primera semana han sido amables conmigo, pero sus actitudes son tan...ugh. Y no quiero ser como esas personas que juzgan a los otros solo porque son de tal o cual manera sin conocerlos...pero esta vez LO SERE. La mayoria de las personas que he conocido son el tipo de personas fresitas que salen a fiestas cada fin de semana y se emborrachan [o se ponen hasta el vomito y la inconsciencia como diria Pilar]. Y yo no soy asi...son demasiado alocados para mi.

Siempre crei que la parte mas dificil de entrar a una escuela nueva era hacer amigos...no deshacerse de ellos! Y vaya que ha sido dificil deshacerme de un grupito de muchachas fresas y groseras que se metieron en mi vida sin permiso y se ponen a actuar todas "Te vas a juntar con nosotras, de nada", cuando la cosa es que: NO QUIERO SER SU AMIGA! Simplemente no soporto estar con ellas...pero tienen casi todas sus clases conmigo...asi que no se que hacer.

El lado bueno de la historia es que:
1. dos de ellas en realidad son amables conmigo, y supongo que aunque no quiera ser su "MAPS" [mejor amiga por siempre, lol xD] puedo soportar estar cerca de ellas dos.
2. Encontre dos otakus! Las conoci en mi clase de espaniol~ y vamos a ir a la AnimeCon este fin de semana [creo]
3. este era mi intento de escribir como Pudge, pero no pude...demonios. Al menos lo intente.

En fin...que mas les puedo decir?
× El campus es grande. Me gusta. Y los edificios de preparatoria son solo de dos pisos! Asi que no me estoy muriendo cada vez que tengo clase de espaniol xD, yay por mi!
× Los salones son feos. No me gusta. Como puedo pasar UNA HORA de mi valioso tiempo [seeeeeeh xD] en un lugar que no me gusta? =/ Es el INFIERNO!
× Las maestras [si, solo mujeres =/ al menos en mis clases] APESTAN! De verdad...es tan malo que me FASCINARIA tener clase de mate con un tipo que dice "trabajation".
EN SERIO.

Algo mas???
Si....

LOS EXTRANIOOOOOOOO!!!!!
[Alanas, mi amowr~, Luis, Fer, Are, Poncho, Gus Gus...todos!]

He estado tan deprimida ultimamente! La escuela apesta sin ustedes~! No lo soporto >__< Dioooos...
Es como...todas las manianas estoy toda triste porque tengo que ir a la escuela, un lugar donde no tengo amigos raritos o emos como ustedes...un lugar donde mi novio no se puede aparecer...un lugar donde mis maestros son tan tontos...un lugar sin clases de aleman...un lugar sin lesbianas [bueno...no estoy segura de eso xD.]. Simplemente no es mi hogar.

Odio tener la sensacion de "Oh no...tengo que esperar hasta que regrese a mi casa para poder hablar con mis amigos." o "Dios, tengo que esperar hasta el sabado para poder ver a mis amigos de la iglesia [si, tengo amigos ahi xD]." Odio pasar tardes increibles e irme a dormir sabiendo que no son vacaciones como antes [porque cuando estoy aqui siento que son vacaciones, asi que no me preocupo por la escuela]. Odio vivir con mi hermana, donde no puedo pasar tiempo sola, hablar por telefono con mi niniow, hablar sobre las Alanas y sus [nuestros!] amores.

Pero supongo que me acostumbrare a ello...tengo que. Despues de todo, he estado aqui cuanto? Una semana?
Digo, no estoy triste. Claro que los extranio a todos pero prometi no estar triste asi que no lo estoy. Pase el mejor ultimo dia con ustedes, y recordar todo lo que vivimos me hace sonreir.
No estoy triste...estoy enojada. Lo estoy porque nada es ni un poquito como yo me lo imagine. Por que no pueden ser todos como ustedes?!...

En fin...demasiado por hoy. Tengo que ir a leer "The Catcher in the Rye"~!
Tratare de conseguir una camara lo mas pronto posible, okay?
Los amo a todos~!!!
Abrazos y besos cariniosos de su pandamaniaca favorita [nop, me referia a mi xD, no a *inserte el nombre que estaba pensando aqui*].

PD: He estado buscando alguna cancion para ustedes xD pero no puedo pensar en una. Al menos no en una tan genial como su amistad~ [awwwwwww...CURSIII!!!]. Asi que esperenla pronto xP.

La gente que lee esto: WTF!! MAS?!?! Ya deja de escribir!
Me: Yaa >___>

Mi niniow: Miss ya babeh T_T...

♫ Escuchando: Estoy en la biblioteca -w- ♫
♫ Leyendo: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata . Holy Hearts . ZKTM*F {demasiado largo para escribir el nombre entero} . Tonari no Inuyama-kun . 1/2 Prince . Kimi no Iru Machi . Looking for Alaska . The catcher in the rye ♫
♫ Viendo: Nana . Jigoku Shoujo . D.Gray-man . Blue Dragon ♫
♫ Jugando: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫
♫ Comiendo: ... ♫
♫ Tomando: ... ♫
♫ Traumas: Quiero ir a casa u_u .Quiero mi PSCS2 AHORA! ♫
♫ Humor: Hambrientaaaa~ . Aburrida... ♫
Saludos especiales para: My sweetie <3 I LOVE YOU~! . Alanas :D!
Visiten: No lo dire xD...

A Short But RLY Important Update~

2008-08-16T13:24:00.003-05:00
Yeah xD I just wanted to saaay...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAAAAM!!!!!

To My Sweetie: Don't be jealous, darling xD. I LOVE YOU~!

♫ Listening to: Is it 'cause I'm Cool - Mousse T ♫
♫ Currently Reading: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata . Holy Hearts . ZKTM*F {too long to write the whole name} . Tonari no Inuyama-kun . 1/2 Prince . Kimi no Iru Machi ♫
♫ Currently Watching: OMG by Whataboutadam . Nana . Jigoku Shoujo . D.Gray-man . Blue Dragon ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫
♫ Eating: *stomach roars* x___X Me...want...food... ♫
♫ Drinking: Bleh~~ ♫
♫ Traumas: HAPPY B-DAY ADAM! . I sucked at Vampire >__< . I want my PSCS2 NOW! ♫
♫ Mood: Starviiing~ ♫
Special hi to: My sweetie <3 I LOVE YOU~! . Adam! Happy Birthday xD!! YOU ARE AWESOME~
Visit: adarkerlilac.blogspot.com & lanerod.blogspot.com - Yeah, y'all know what to do xD

Konstantine . Something Corporate

2008-08-01T11:50:00.002-05:00
Just before I leave~ I'll be going to Luis' house xD we'll do some role playing~...I'll suck >,>~, but whatever~.

I just LOOOVE this song. It hypnotizes me everytime I listen to it...so I wanted to share its lyrics with ya guys~. Hope you enjoy it~!

Buh bye~!

Konstantine . By: Something Corporate

I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you in my big dreams

And you tell me
That it's over
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
And you're restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, could you let me go
I didn't think so

and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
You had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But damn it you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy

And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what it's like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

And Konstantine is walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And I was thinking, what I was thinking
But we've been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere

My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blonde hair
And I've been thinking
It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere, no

This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
And I can like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
I'm not your star
Isn't that what you said?
what you thought this song meant

And if this is what it takes
just to lie with my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
All the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
My Konstantine

They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No

This is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
Hey, You know, you keep me up in bed
This is to a girl who got into my head
with all these fucked up things I did
Hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine

Spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said,
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you

I miss you

And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no No,
And then you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
I know you miss me in your living room
Cause these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room
We don't have much room
I said, does anybody need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live

...My Konstantine.

♫ Listening to: Konstantine - Something Corporate ♫
♫ Currently Reading: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata . Holy Hearts . ZKTM*F {too long to write the whole name} . Tonari no Inuyama-kun . 1/2 Prince . Kimi no Iru Machi ♫
♫ Currently Watching: Nana . Jigoku Shoujo . D.Gray-man . Blue Dragon ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫
♫ Eating: Air~ ♫
♫ Drinking: Air... ♫
♫ Traumas: Back to schoool~! . OMG Vampire~ ♫
♫ Mood: Sick x_X... . Nervous~ >,> ♫
Special hi to: My sweetie <3 I LOVE YOU~!
Visit: adarkerlilac.blogspot.com & lanerod.blogspot.com - Yeah, y'all know what to do xD

Random-ish~!

2008-07-29T23:09:00.003-05:00
Just wanna do something somehow random xP So I'll start a tagging-whatever.

So...here I am...Posting 3 random weird facts about me...

→ I can't really make drawings of my own... ←
→ I prefer watching movies in english WITH english subs ←
→ I have finished only 3 or 4 games so far ←

Tagging Karla {adarkerlilac.blogspot.com}.
She needs to post another 3 random facts about her AND tag someone {prolly Luis {lanerod.blogspot.com} or me xD}, making him/her {us? xD} post anything she wants him/her to post...not precisely random facts...just, anything she wants to know.

xP As you can see, I'm veeery bored...so these are the consequences.

See ya~!

The Best 5 Months of My Life...

2008-07-29T22:51:00.003-05:00
Hiya everyone! How's everyone doin'?
Well, on Monday a new semester will start, and as always...I'M SO EXCITED!

Yeah, I know it's not big news...I mean, there's just a few people who {openly admit that they do} like going back to school, but I do~. And I've promised myself that this semester will be the best of my life. I'll probably spend my birthday by myself {well, and my family...but not my second family {yeah, those are my friends~ I'm so corny...}}. And I hope I can keep it, I'll do my best~!

So...I guess that's about it. It's one of the shortest posts I've ever written {if not THE shortest}. I'll bring more news soon, hopefully.

Right now I'm about to watch Friends' 8th season with my bro~. See you all soon!

Love.

♫ Listening to: Konstantine - Something Corporate ♫
♫ Currently Reading: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata . Holy Hearts . ZKTM*F {too long to write the whole name} . Tonari no Inuyama-kun . 1/2 Prince . Kimi no Iru Machi ♫
♫ Currently Watching: Nana . Jigoku Shoujo ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫
♫ Eating: Snickers Brownie Ice Cream Sandwich xD ♫
♫ Drinking: Water, soon~ ♫
♫ Traumas: Back to schoool~! . =/ ♫
♫ Mood: Sick x_X... . Happy~ :3 ♫
Special hi to: My World :3. Love y'all!
Visit: adarkerlilac.blogspot.com & lanerod.blogspot.com - I'll never stop this~ xD

It's 3:15 a.m., and I'm awake.

2008-07-21T04:15:00.004-05:00
Hiya people! Long time no see! Sorry 'bout that...
I've been busy lately! Vacations are amazing when I'm with my big bro~ [26 years old, and he's so jokes!]. But, today I found myself a little space to write and tell ya some stuff since I've abandoned this poor little bloggie [not like people reads this anyway, but who knows?! Maybe someone will someday.], so..it's 3:18 in the morning and here I am, writing some random yet boring entry! Yay for me!

I just finished reading Karla's entries...I'm so proud of her! [jk xP...uhm...I'm actually proud of her though xD but not for the following reasons...] She has updated her blog like...a lot lately! :3 Snaps for her!! And, hey! Did you notice how I'm talking about her and not written "[Visit! Enter URL here]"??? Snaps for me too! xP

I'm so jealous because she got her John Greene's books! Me wants 'em!!!

Anyway... I forgot about what I was going to write about today! xD So...guess I'll just write what comes into my mind. Maybe something slightly interesting will pop up.

Well, my vacations have been cool. I've been with my friends and family and we've spent a great time together. Especially my brother and me, who have become even closer for some weird reason! We went to the movies the other day and we saw "Wall-e"! It was SO CUTE!! Though I wanted to watch it with my friends back home...but I guess we'll have a chance someday soon!

School is near! Just 13 days [perhaps 14? Dunno...] until we go back to school! I'm so excited! I love school xD really! I can be with my friends and I'm not bored! It's amazing. I wanna go back already. Besides, my brother will go home with me during like a whole semester! [Side note: he lives in a different state...so does my sister...so does my father.] But, I'm also scared of going back...because there's some stuff going on back home...I wanna see my friends...I know they'll make me feel better [Thanks guys, you're amazing!]

Tsk...nothing yet. This entry's so boring xD! And I'm so sleepy...maybe I should go to sleep now...but I don't feel like sleeping right now. I'm just like...on an "energy saving mode". Perhaps I could just lie on my bed and look at the ceiling...daydreaming...[well, nightdreaming(?...that's not logic is it? xD), lol].

I could just lie there and think about who I want to be...how my future will be...I don't know. Maybe about what I want to change in this world...or in my life...
Meh~ I'll be going now xD. Sorry for this boring post! You people haven't told me about what you want me to talk about!!!! >w< Come on guys! Help me out here!

I'll be leaving with one [or two] lyrics that I like :3. Hope ya like them as well.
Sweet pandamaniac kisses for you all!!! See ya soon, hopefully~!

♫ Listening to: TV xD ♫
♫ Currently Reading: Nana vol. 4 . Watashi no Messiah-sama . Himegimi no Tsukurikata ♫
♫ Currently Watching: Nana ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM . N3 ♫
♫ Eating: Nuthin x3 ♫
♫ Drinking: Noes :3 ♫
♫ Traumas: Back to schoool~ ♫
♫ Mood: Energy Saving Mode . ... ♫
Special hi to: Karla :3, Luis *-* , Diego x3, and whoever's reading thiiiis ^^
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Cassie . Flyleaf

I will say yes!

The question asked in order
To save her life or take it
The answer 'no' to avoid death
The answer 'yes' would make it

Make it

Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet?
Say 'yes' to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet?
And Cassie pulled the trigger

All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him knowing what would happen,
Her last words still hanging in the air

In the air

Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet?
Say 'yes' to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet?
And cassie pulled the trigger
and cassie pulled the trigger

How many will die
I will die
I will say yes!

Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet?
Say yes and pull the trigger.
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet?
And Cassie pulled the trigger

And I will pull the trigger

Working Class Hero . John Lennon

As soon as your born they make you feel small,
By giving you no time instead of it all,
Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all,
A working class hero is something to be,
A working class hero is something to be.
They hurt you at home and they hit you at school,
They hate you if you're clever and they despise a fool,
Till you're so fucking crazy you can't follow their rules,
A working class hero is something to be,
A working class hero is something to be.
When they've tortured and scared you for twenty odd years,
Then they expect you to pick a career,
When you can't really function you're so full of fear,
A working class hero is something to be,
A working class hero is something to be.
Keep you doped with religion and sex and TV,
And you think you're so clever and classless and free,
But you're still fucking peasents as far as I can see,
A working class hero is something to be,
A working class hero is something to be.
There's room at the top they are telling you still,
But first you must learn how to smile as you kill,
If you want to be like the folks on the hill,
A working class hero is something to be.
A working class hero is something to be.
If you want to be a hero well just follow me,
If you want to be a hero well just follow me.

:D + Random Facts + News + Pandas + Random Pictures + Boredom + Footers = LOOONG Post~ . No translation today! Sry!

2008-06-23T17:35:00.003-05:00
Yaaay! I'm still alive :3! Welcome, ppl ^^. Thanks for visiting my not-some {for definition visit: adarkerlilac.blogspot.com } blog! Yaaay!
Well xD as you could notice {or not} on the title of this entry xP I have a loooot to write about xD. So I divided it into sections xP~ so...if you wanna skip a section xD or anything...

WHOA!!!! I just noticed the "Add Video" thingy :D!!! xD Ok, I may be posting a random video soon.

Sry~ xD I was telling you all that, I divided this entry into sections so if you wanna skip a section xD Just look for the section's title :3 and, voilà! xD So, shall I begin? Okkkk.......

:D

OH MY GAWWWDDD!!!!
57 visits~!
TY so much guys :3! {Those 57 are probably visits from: Karla {visit: adarkerlilac.blogspot.com }, Luis {visit: lanerod.blogspot.com }, my hunneh xD and me...but I'm thankful anyways xD~}
I'm not sure if those visits were to my profile xD or to my blog...but, who cares?! They're 57!!! :D

Thanks again ^3^ <3<3<3

Random Facts

So xD I wasn't sure of what to write about today...so :3 I'll take Karla's {yeah, visit xD~} of writing some random facts about me xD. But, facts about general aspects of my life xP not just things that make me not-some {=/ how sad! They're like xD a zillion!}.

xxx WARNING!!!: Boring ahead xD. If u wanna get bored, keep reading. If not, skip this and go to the News section. :3 Thanks. xxx

About meeeh~

.About Food.
→ I loooove pizza + ranch ←
→ Ranch is the only dressing I like xD ←
→ And I can't eat salad without it xD ←
→ I'm too picky with food... ←
→ Hate tomato without A LOOT of salt ←
→ Yeah, I'm addicted to salt ←
→ I loove soy sausage x3 ←
→ I love: corn, cauliflower and potatoes :3 ←
→ I'm lactose intolerant ¬///¬ ←
→ I used to be addicted to Coca Cola. SERIOUSLY ADDICTED. ←
→ Mineral water + Lemon + Salt= *////* OMG! ←
→ OMFG I LOOOOOOVE CHERRIEEEEESSS!!!!! ←

.About Family. {because food goes before family xDUu...lol}
→ I think my brother's sexyyy xD ←
→ I once had a fight with my sister, and I got so mad that I pierced every picture of her xD, right on her nose! ←
→ I've always thought my mom hates me °-° ←
→ I'm the smallest of 3 siblings :D ←
→ I used to like one of my cousins xD ←

.About My Body & Abilities.
→ When I was like 5 years old, I thought I could sing just like Shakira xD ←
→ I can't rly swim xD ←
→ I can make a weird little thingy w/my nose o.o {picure @ Random Picutes section xD} ←
→ I can move my ears!! xD ←
→ I've been wearing glasses since like 1st or 2nd grade~ and my nose is now all weird because of them xD. ←
→ I suck at songwriting, but I love it! ←
→ I hate being tall =/ ←
→ Love singing. Hate being heard while singing =/ ←
→ I can't climb trees ←
→ I have anxiety attacks o_O ←
→ My cheeks hurt when I laugh or smile a lot xD ←

.About my likes & dislikes.
→ I hate my name {Victoria}. ←
→ I LUUUUV Music :3 ←
→ I'm afraid of darkness T~T ←
→ I love 60's, 70's & 80's music :D Who doesn't?! ←
→ I hate people saying "Told ya..." ←
→ I hate admitting my errors~ ←
→ I hate being ignored. ←
→ I hate when people are better than me at something T_T...I'm so envyous... ←
→ I love flying on planes x3 ←
→ I love Cd. Juarez :3 my birthplace ←
→ I'm trypanophobic ←
→ I'm also afraid of electricity~ ←
→ Afraid of doctors >w< ←
→ I hate heat >_> ←
→ I hate brown ←
.About things that make me not-some.
→ I'm way too envyous~ ←
→ I'm a dummie :D ←
→ I suck xD ←
→ I have no coordination ←
→ I'm VERY clumsy ←
→ I procrastinate A LOT ←
→ When I was younger xD I wanted to be like Britney Spears ←
→ I can't cook ←
→ I'm a crybaby =/ ←

.About love.
→ I'm JUST A BIT obsessive xDUu...But not only when talking about love xD ←
→ I've filled two notebooks with cute things about love and stuff xD ←
→ I'm extremely jealous~ ←

.About my traumas °-°.
→ I'm a grammar freak {spanish xD} ←
→ I wanna act, dance and sing @ Cats~ <3 ←
→ I'd like to be blind :3 ←
→ When I die ^^ I wanna die of asphyxia ←
→ I wanna have a bathtub T_T! ←
→ I love shopping at Office Depot xD ←

And xD that's all for today...guess I'll post more someday.

Newsssss!!

xP Well this is gonna be short:

I guess the "I'll try to post every day" thing just won't ever work w/me xD. So :3 I'll be writing random posts every now and then ^^ but u guys have to tell me what to write about xD! Plz help meeee~ xD I have no idea of what do u want me to write about xP so tell me~ just comment :3 I read every one of them xD~ come on! I have like xD 3 comments! :3 So...that's all for the news section xD.

Pandas!!
x3 Aren't they awesome? xP
I'll make an entry about them later :D~
xD That's it.

Random Pictureeeesss!!!

Enjoy :D

This is me and my cute panda plushies :3~

This is Karla's Drawing xD.
Touch & Hug~

Me xD

My cellphone's wallpaper :3

And last, but not least...

The weird thing I can do with my tongue xD!

Footer time!
Awww =/ time for goodbyez

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♫ Currently Watching: Nana ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM♫
♫ Eating: Nuthin x3 ♫
♫ Drinking: Delaware Punch *¬* ♫
♫ Traumas: Miss ya T_T... . 14 dayz <3 ♫
♫ Mood: Happeh xP ♫
Special hi to: YOUUU :D
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Guess who's emo now?... . Adivinen quien es la emo ahora?...

2008-06-12T22:04:00.002-05:00
Just updating...
I don't wanna let this blog die.
But, honestly, I'm not in the mood to write something random and/or awesome...

Yeah, guess who's the emo girl now?...
I take Karla's {visit: http://adarkerlilac.blogspot.com } words...
Life Sucks.

Buh bye...

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♫ Currently Playing: ♫
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♫ Drinking: ♫
♫ Traumas: Yeah, Life DOES suck... ♫
♫ Mood: ... ♫
Special hi to: Nobody today....
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Solo actualizando...
No quiero dejar que este blog muera.
Pero, honestamente, no estoy de humor para escribir algo genial o random...

Si, adivinen quien es la niña emo ahora?...
Tomo las palabras de Karla {visiten: http://adarkerlilac.blogspot.com }...
La vida apesta.

Buh bye...

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♫ Currently Reading: ♫
♫ Currently Watching: ♫
♫ Currently Playing: ♫
♫ Eating: ♫
♫ Drinking: ♫
♫ Traumas: Si, la vida SI apesta... ♫
♫ Mood: ... ♫
Saludos especiales a: Nadie por hoy...
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Hi Bloggie~!

2008-06-08T16:25:00.004-05:00
;O; OMFG it's been so long...SRY!!! >w< My internet has been acting like a little girl for a while ¬¬...and well xP I am finally, after like 2 days, able to use it x3...I was so worried~ It's been AGES since I last updated my little baby blog~ I didn't mean to abandon it ;_;...Sorry Bloggie~ I lurve youu~ <3.

Well...anyway I have nothing cool to talk about today xD {not like I talk about cool stuff on my blog anyway xDUu. My entries have been so boring... }. But still, I want to talk about anything :3...because I just don't want to let time pass by without posting xD...and if I don't do it right now, God knows when will I xD. So...what has been happening lately? Math! xD Lots & lots o' math~... Our teacher is just great xD but we talk too much and that pisses her off...but, we're nice kids! I swear xP!

Aaaaand~ well xD...on Friday there was this cool costume party xD, we had some trouble getting in, though xD but it was great. But I'm confused °-°...I think the concept of "costume" xD is like...not the same for everyone xDUu...I don't know...but~ there were like xD people who were not wearing any costume at all xD. Anyway~ Karla {visit! xDDD http://adarkerlilac.blogspot.com } showed to a teeny tiny part of the world one of the greatest videos ever xD: Nerimon's Something Something Something! And :3 we were so glad xD because almost everyone got out of there with a higher awesomeness level! Nerdfighter Good Deed~! *Nerdfighter Sign* *-* Yaay!

Also xD at the party, there was this constant discussion between "men" {jk xD~} to define which one of them {Them: My hunny xD~ <3 I heart you~!, Luis xD {visit!! xD http://lanerod.blogspot.com }, Danny's boyfriend, and Poncho xP} would be the Alpha Male xD. It was both funny & sometimes annoying xP but, they're guys~ what did you expect?! {Again~ I'm kidding xD I'm not like all feminist whatsoever~}. I guess nobody won xD...I really have no idea xP. And~ nothing else happened xD.

Yesterday, June 7th was the greatest day of the month x3...well~ it was supposed to be. Every 7th day of each month, me and my sweetie are supposed to {because we can't see each other T~T} celebrate the month-iversary {? xD} of our relationship x//3...and well~ there's just one month to go until we finally celebrate our 2nd Anniversary~! Yay for us!...But you may wonder, "Why did she say "it was supposed to be"?"...well~ it was so sucky ._. But I'll have to tell you about it later xD and the translation will be pending~ because I have to gooooo~!

See you guys later xP...
PROMISE!
Buh bye~! <3 RAWR!
DFTBA.

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♫ Currently Watching: Nana ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM ♫
♫ Eating: Not yet xP ♫
♫ Drinking: ... ♫
♫ Traumas: Internet ¬¬... . 45 hits! . Just 1 month moar~ <3 ♫
♫ Mood: T~T... ♫
Special hi to: My baby x3~
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Math! . Mate!

2008-06-02T21:25:00.003-05:00
Weeell~ I wanted to make this post a big & fun one...as a "Sorry" for my last and very boring one xD...buuut...tomorrow my math course begins! I'll be going to school during summer vacation for a month xD because I failed math course this semester...so I have to repeat it.

That means I'll have to wake up earlier now...and that means I'll have to go to sleep earlier now xD ooor...not sleep at all xD {which would be easier but~ I'm afraid my mom would kill me if I did that >_>Uu...}. But that also means that starting tomorrow I'll have something acceptable to write about! The adventures of Luis, Karla { adarkerlilac.blogspot.com xD VISIT! }, and mee!!! :3 Yaaay! Finally xD vacations will be fun for a whole month! No more boring days at my house! *Happy Dance~!*

Then :3 I'll see you tomorrow hopefully! Sorry again for this boring entry xD...I would've made it earlier ¬¬ but I had no internet until now...because last night my step-father changed the password without telling me...and I had no chance to ask him what was the matter until now...so I had no internet all day long. But well~ I'm trying to let it go ¬¬. *Sigh*
So, I'll see you tomorrow!
Thank you so much again!
Kisses & Hugs~
DFTBA!!!

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♫ Currently Watching: Nana ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM ♫
♫ Eating: Not hungry ^^... ♫
♫ Drinking: I'll go get some water °¬° ♫
♫ Traumas: Internet ¬¬... . Math~! ♫
♫ Mood: Whatevuhr~ ♫
Special hi to: Everyone ^^!
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Bieeen~ quería hacer de este posr uno grande y divertido...como una disculpa por el pasado que fue muy aburrido xD...peeero...mañana empieza mi curso de mate! Iré a la escuela durante las vacaciones de verano por un mes xD porque reprobé mate este semestre...entonces tengo que repetirla.
Eso significa que tendré que levantarme más temprano ahora...y eso significa que tendré que ir a dormir más temprano ahora xD oooo....no dormir xD {lo cual sería más fácil pero~ me temo que mi mamá me mataría si lo hiciera >_>Uu...}. Pero eso también significa que a partir de mañana tendré algo aceptable para contarles! Las aventuras de Luis, Karla { adarkerlilac.blogspot.com xD VISITEN! }, y yoo!!! :3 Yaaay! Finalmente xD las vacaciones se volverán divertidas por un mes entero! No más días aburridísimos en mi casa! *Happy Dance~!*

Entonces :3 espero verlos mañana! Discúlpenme otra vez por esta entry aburridísima xD...la hubiese hecho antes ¬¬ pero no tenía internet...porque anoche mi padrastro cambió la contraseña sin decirme...y no tuve oportunidad de preguntarle qué pasaba hasta ahora...así que no tuve internet en todo el dia. Pero bueno~ intento dejarlo por la paz ¬¬. *Suspira*
Entonces, los veré mañana!
Muchas gracias otra vez!
Besos y abrazos~
DFTBA!!!

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♫ Leyendo: Nana Vol. 4 ♫
♫ Viendo: Nana ♫
♫ Jugando: FFX . KH:CoM ♫
♫ Comiendo: No tengo hambre ^^... ♫
♫ Tomando: Iré por un poco de agua °¬° ♫
♫ Traumas: Internet ¬¬... . Mate~! ♫
♫ Humor: Como sea~ ♫
Saludos especiales a: Todos ^^!
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WTF, Brands! . WTF, Marcas!

2008-06-01T01:42:00.005-05:00
*Sigh* Okay~ that's it. Today is the day xP... my poor little first entry will be so lonely~ *tear*. Well xP I wanted to write today's entry earlier {yesterday xD} but...first I felt sick xP, then I started writing it but a little problem emerged ^^Uu...and then I had to go to sleep ¬¬...but, here I am~ I'll finally write my second entry! Buuuuuut, this entry will probably be way shorter than the first one =/ sorry! 'Cause I still feel sick today >_<. My tummy hurts~ nyuu.

Well then~ I chose this...subject? xD Sry~ I still can't find the word...maybe I should create one °-° or something... Anyway, I chose it because I just can't stand them...and I want to let it go xD. Although I feel every comment I make on this *insert new word to name the "subject", "discussion theme", or any other word that can be used to refer to what I'm talking about xD here* will be completely dumb, let's begin!

Well, I've always had a kind of obsession with brands. I've always thought that brands are just senseless...but almost a year ago, that obsession evolved into something more like hate towards them. It all started, as I said, almost a year ago...August, 2007 when I entered high school. I started noticing that almost every student I saw, wore clothes with the same symbols embroidered on them: eagles, some gull/dove-like thingy, moose...later on I understood that those were "popular" brands...but, to be honest, I had never seen them before. Time went by, and I noticed that...most of my classmates wore at least one piece of clothing belonging to any famous brand each and every day. I couldn't believe it.

I just don't get it...what's their purpose? I mean...imagine someone wants a new t-shirt...a white one. He/She finds one at...dunno...Sam's Club or WalMart and it's really cheap. Then, he/she finds exactly the same shirt with probably a somehow a greater quality and a cute little crocodile embroidered on it...but guess what?! It's prize is maybe twice {or thrice} the Sam's/WalMart t-shirt! {Ok, dunno if I'm expressing myself correctly xD it's just that all these ideas come into my mind at the same time and it's a complete mess xP but I hope you understeand what I meant~}

I don't get it. I like some brands like Milk Fashion and XDYE...but that doesn't mean that every shirt, dress, skirt, jeans, shoes or even underwear that I buy has to be Milk or XDYE...I can as well buy a shirt at a supermarket and it won't bother me...as long as I like it, I have no problem with it. But I find people who judge others for their clothes, and the brands they wear, extremely shallow.

Aaaaaand~ my inspiration is gone. That just sucks T~T... Okay xD this entry is so boring! But~ we'll blame my tummy for that ¬¬...So, why don't you help me? Give your opinion about brands on your comments~! I wanna see what you think about them ^^...and....uh...guess I'm leaving! I have ice cream waiting for me ^^ Ben & Jerry's Cinnamon Buns & Cookie Dough~ just for me!! *-*!

Sooo xP...I guess I'll see you tomorrow! Or maybe later today xP who knows?! Sorry for this boring entry! But thanks for reading it anyhow!~ Thank you so much ^^...
I love youuuu~!
Hugs & Kisses.
DFTBA!

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♫ Currently Watching: Nana . Mein Bruder is ein Hund xD♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM ♫
♫ Eating: Ice Cream {soon *¬*} ♫
♫ Drinking: Nothing xD at the moment... ♫
♫ Traumas: My Tummy T~T! . Ice Cream x///3 ♫
♫ Mood: Sick ;_; but happeh ^^ ♫
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*Sigh* Bueno~ ahora si. Hoy es el día xP...my pobre primera entry estará tan solita~ *lagrima*. Bueno xP quería escribir la entry de hoy antes {ayer xD} pero...primero me sentía enferma xP, luego empecé a escribir pero salió un problemita ^^Uu...y luego tuve que ir a dormir ¬¬...pero, aquí estoy~ finalmente podré escribir mi segunda entry! Peeeeeeeero, esta entry probablemente será mucho más corta que la primera =/ lo lamento! Porque aún me siento algo enferma hoy >_<. My pancita me duele~ nyuu.

Y bueno~ escogí este...tema? xD Lo lamento~ aun no encuentro la palabra...tal vez debería inventar una °-° o algo...
Bueno...como sea, lo escogí porque simplemente no las aguanto...y quiero sacarlo todo xD. Aunque siento que todo comentario que haga acerca de este *inserte aquí nueva palabra para referirse al "tema" o lo que sea aquí xD* será muy tonto, empecemos!

Bueno, siempre he tenido algo asi como una obsesion con las marcas. Siempre he creido que no tienen sentido...pero hace casi un año, esa obsesión se convirtió en algo como odio a ellas. Todo empezó, como dije, hace caso un año...en Agosto del 2007 cuando entré a la preparatoria. Empecé a notar que casi todos los estudiantes que veía llevaban ropa con los mismos símbolos bordados: águilas, una como gaviota/paloma extraña, alces...después entendí que se trataban de marcas "populares"...pero, siendo honesta, nunca antes las había visto.
El tiempo pasó, y me di cuenta de que la mayoría de mis compañeros de clase usaban al menos una prenda de alguna marca famosa todos los días. No podía creerlo.

Simplemente no lo entiendo...cual es el propósito? Quiero decir...imaginen que alguien quiere comprar una nueva playera...una blanca. Él/Ella encuentra una en...no sé...Sam's Club o WalMart y es realmente barata. Luego él/ella emciemtra exactamente la misma playera con probablemente una mejor calidad y un pequeño y lindo cocodrilo bordado en ella...pero que creen?! Su precio es tal vez el doble {o el triple} de la otra! {Bueno, no se si me estoy expresando bien xD simplemente las ideas llenan mi cabeza todas al mismo tiempo y se hace un completo desastre xP pero espero que hayan entendido lo que quise decir~}

Es decir...no lo entiendo. Me gustan algunas marcas como Milk Fashion y XDYE...pero eso no significa que toda blusa, vestido, falda, jeans, zapatos o incluso ropa interior que compre tiene que ser Milk o XDYE...puedo de la misma manera comprar una playera en un supermercado y no me molesta...siempre y cuando me guste, no tengo problema con ello. Pero pienso que la gente que juzga a los otros por su ropa y las marcas que usan, es completamente superficial.

Yyyyyyyy~ mi inspiración se fue. Eso apesta T~T...
Ok xD esta entry esta muy aburrida! Pero~ le echaremos la culpa a mi pancita por eso ¬¬...Entonces, por qué no me ayudan? Denme su opinión acerca de las marcas en sus comentarios~! Quiero saber lo que opinan de ellas ^^...y...eh...supongo que me voy! Tengo mucho helado esperandome ^^ helado de canela y masa de galleta de Ben & Jerry's~ solo para mi!! *-*! Entoooonces xP...supongo que los veré mañana! O tal vez más al rato xP quién sabe?!
Lamento que esta entry haya estado tan aburrida! Pero gracias por leerlo de todas maneras!~ Muchas gracias ^^...
Los amoooooooo~!
Hugs & Kisses.
DFTBA! {no lo traduciré xD}

♫ Escuchando: The TV xP ♫
♫ Leyendo: Nana Vol. 4 ♫
♫ Viendo: Nana . Mein Bruder ist ein Hund xD ♫
♫ Jugando: FFX . KH:CoM ♫
♫ Comiendo: Helado {pronto *¬*} ♫
♫ Tomando: Nada xD por ahora... ♫
♫ Traumas: Mi pancita T~T! . Helado x///3 ♫
♫ Humor: Enferma ;_; pero feliz ^^... ♫

Saludos especiales a: Luis :3 se feliiiiz!!!
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Tonight: Grand Opening! . Esta noche: Gran Inauguración!

2008-05-30T22:34:00.003-05:00
Welcome people!...I guess xP.
Yay for me! This is my first entry at my new blog "AIWWAF", which means "Awesome Is What We Aim For" xP...just for the record. {Yeah, I took it from a band! So what?! xD} And well, that's what I intend to do on this space ^^. Try to be awesome xP like a good nerdfighter. {If you don't know what a nerdfighter is...you haven't lived. Check out vlogbrothers' videos at YouTube :3!}

Finally! I found something to do during vacations! I've been SO bored lately =/...vacations are just not for me xD...at least not now~! I've got nothing to do! Seriously, my everyday routine during this past week has been: waking up at 13:00, do stuff on my computer, eat while I watch my favorite soap opera {xD lol}, go back to the computer until like 3 a.m. or until my mom says "Victoria! Go to sleep...NOW!!!" and I just lay there at my bed, being afraid of darkness and trying to write a song until somehow I end up asleep. And a new boring day, that'll be exactly the same as the past one, begins. But that's over! 'Cause now I've got something to do! Yaaay! xD Or something...

So, I'm not that much of a great writer or something...but still, I love writing! And I hope this gives a chance to people to get to know me the way I want them to see me...because, honestly, I think that people who do not know you personally may sometimes be the greatest confidents, and even sometimes the best friends, one can have.

Well, guess I found my first discussion theme [xD dunno how to call it...]! Online relationships.
I've had a lot of weird online relationships. Don't know whether that's good or bad o_O...that depends. There's, for instance, these kind of people that are just looking for "cybersex" and "cybering" {I'm not sure if those are the names xD but I read them somewhere...so I hope they're ok...}...and, sadly, people like this are way too common. At least, I've been added like a thousand times on messenger by guys who don't even say "Hello"...they just go for it and send webcam requests and stuff. Just too annoying. The kind of people one deletes from the contact list asap~

There's these other people that are looking for friends, but after a while they just forget about you and stop talking to you like for years! And...although I've been one of these ones sometime, I find them extremely disappointing. These ones I keep them on my contact list~ because...one never knows when the friendship will blossom again...and maybe they could be useful for other stuff xP...like the other day when I needed people to answer a poll xP...but I wanted them to be unknown people xD! So~ because we hadn't talked for a long time :3 I thought they would be the ideal ones to help me xD.

But, I've had the great opportunity to meet people that have been with me on the toughest moments of my life, and it's a relief to sometimes have people that may even live on a whole different country, but still, they listen to you, they give you their opinion and can give a certain comfort in almost every situation. They're the kind of people you can be all day long waiting for them to sign in and spend another 5 hours talking to them about random stuff. For me, it's a great feeling. And it's also really interesting to have friends all around the world! They can surely teach us a lot of things.

I, personally, love to meet people {the ones who are worth it xD, of course...not the "type 1" ones~} online. I see it as a whole new reality one can create...there are sometimes that one can even feel that the person he/she is talking to, is somehow near him/her. I have felt it xP...dunno if you guys have. And my virtual reality has gone so far that some of those friends have become a family...and not in the emotional way xD...but we're actually a "true" family! With grandmas, grandpas, uncles and aunts...even sons & daughters! My name at this family, just as a random fact about me xP, is Neko {which means Cat in japanese}...Neko Kusanagi :3.

And well...I should conclude already xD! I'm still missing the translation!! {Yes, that's why I wrote the title on english & spanish xD...I'll translate the whole entry~}. So, thanks to you all for taking a look into my new space...I promise I'll try not to be so boring next time xP!
Kisses, hugs & whatever else you want :3!
DFTBA! {xD vlogbrothers...}

♫ Listening to: We're not gonna take it - Scissor Sisters ♫
♫ Currently Reading: Nana Vol. 4 ♫
♫ Currently Watching: Nana ♫
♫ Currently Playing: FFX . KH:CoM ♫
♫ Eating: Nothing xP ♫
♫ Drinking: Nothing :3 ♫
♫ Traumas: New Blog! Yay for me!! ♫
♫ Mood: Happeh :3 ♫

Special hi to: Karla xD, my blog mate or something xDDD...dunno how to call it.
And Raulesco!!! My first foreign visitor xP heh.
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Bienvenida gente!...supongo xP.
Yay por mi! Esta es mi primera entry en mi nuevo blog "AIWWAF", que significa "Awesome Is What We Aim For {en español:...ugh...no encuentro una buena traducción xD...se las debo!} xP...solo como un dato general. {Si, lo tomé de una banda! Y qué?! xD} Y bien, eso es lo que espero hacer en este espacio ^^. Tratar de ser genial xP como una buena nerdfighter. {Si no sabes lo que es un nerdfighter...no has vivido. Ve los videos de vlogbrothers en YouTube :3!}

Finalmente! Encontré algo que hacer durante las vacaciones! He estado TAN aburrida ultimamente =/...las vacaciones no son para mi xD...al menos no por ahora~! No tengo nada que hacer! En serio, mi rutina diaria desde la semana pasada ha sido: despertarme a las 13:00, hacer cosas en mi computadora, comer mientras veo mi novela favorita {xD jaja!}, regresar a la computadora hasta como las 3 a.m. o hasta que mi mama dice "Victoria! Vete a dormir...YA!!!" y me acuesto en la cama, teniendo miedo a la oscuridad y tratando de escribir una cancion hasta que de alguna manera termino dormida. Y un nuevo y aburrido día, que va a ser exactamente igual al anterior, empieza. Pero eso se acabó! Porque ahora tengo algo que hacer! Yaaay! xD O algo...

Y bien, no soy muy buena escritora ni nada...sin embargo, amo escribir! Y espero que esto sea una oportunidad para que la gente me conozca como quiero ser vista...porque, honestamente, creo que la gente que no te conoce en persona a veces pueden ser los mejores confidentes, e incluso a veces los mejores amigos, que uno pueda tener.

Bueno, ap parecer encontré mi primer tema de discusión {xD no se como llamarlo...}! Relaciones en linea.
He tenido muchas relaciones en linea bastante extrañas. No sé si eso es bueno o malo o_O....depende. Hay, por ejemplo, ese tipo de personas que solo buscan "cibersexo" y "cybering" {no se si ese último sea el nombre xD pero lo leí en alguna parte...así que espero que sea el nombre...}...y, tristemente, la gente así es muy común. Por lo menos, me han agregado mil veces en messenger tipos que ni siquiera dicen "Hola"...van directo al grano y envian peticiones de webcam y esas cosas. Es demasiado molesto. El tipo de personas que uno borra de su lista de contactos lo mas pronto posible~

Esta este otro tipo de personas que buscan amigos, pero después de un tiempo te olvidan y dejan de hablarte por años! Y...aunque yo he sido de esas alguna vez, los encuentro extremadamente decepcionantes. A estos los dejo en mi lista de contactos~ porque...uno nunca sabe cuando la amistad volverá a nacer...y a momentos pueden ayudarte en cosas xP....como el otro día que necesitaba gente para responder una encuesta xP...pero quería que fuera gente desconocida xD! Así que~ como no habíamos hablado por un buen rato :3 pensé que podían ser los indicados para ayudarme xD.

Pero, he tenido la gran oportunidad de conocer gente que ha estado conmigo en los momentos más duros de mi vida, y es un alivio tener gente que puede incluso vivir en un país completamente diferente, pero te escuchan, de dan consejos y dan un cierto confort en casi cualquier situación. Son el tipo de personas que puedes estar todo el día esperando a que entren y estar otras 5 horas hablando con ellos de cosas sin sentido. Para mi, es algo muy lindo. Y es también muy interesante tener amigos al rededor del mundo! Te pueden enseñar muchísimas cosas.

Yo, personalmente, adoro conocer gente {de las que valen la pena xD, claro...no de las del "primer tipo"~} en linea. Lo veo como toda una realidad que uno se puede crear...hay veces que incluso uno puede sentir que la persona con la que habla, está de algun modo cerca. Yo lo he sentido xP....no sé si ustedes. Y mi realidad virtual ha ido tan lejos que algunos de esos amigos se han convertido en mi familia...y no en el sentido emocional xD...SOMOS una familia "real"! Con abuelas, abuelos, tios y tias...incluso hijos e hijas! Mi nombre en esta familia, solo como dato curioso xP es Neko {que significa Gato en japonés}...Neko Kusanagi :3.

Y bueno...debería concluir de una vez xD! Todavía me falta la traducción!!! {Si, por eso escribí el título en inglés y español xD...traduciré la entru~}. {xD bueno, ya no...pero asi dice xDDD...} Entonces, gracias por echar un vistazo a mi nuevo espacio...prometo tratar de no ser tan aburrida la próxima xP!
Besos, abrazos y lo que sea que quieran :3!
DFTBA! {xD vlogbrothers...}

♫ Escuchando: We're not gonna take it - Scissor Sisters ♫
♫ Leyendo: Nana Vol. 4 ♫
♫ Viendo: Nana ♫
♫ Jugando: FFX . KH:CoM ♫
♫ Comiendo: Nada xP ♫
♫ Tomando: Nada :3 ♫
♫ Traumas: Nuevo Blog! Yay por mi!! ♫
♫ Humor: Feliz :3 ♫

Saludos especiales a: Karla xD, mi compañera de blog o algo xDDD...no sé como llamarlo. Y a Raulesco!! Mi primer visitante de fuera xP jeje
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